Goo!

May 05, 2004 00:54

Wow, I'm really pissed off right now.

I should be happy because I just finished paper #3 of the 4 I've had to do in the past 2 weeks, but I'm not.

People who complain about their situation in life and do nothing to better it really piss me off. I mean I'm sorry you are having money problems or whatever, but when you spend your money on things you say you HAVE to do, like going to Sox games, Great America, and golfing like every weekend...which you DO NOT have to do, I don't feel bad for you. Shut up and deal with it. Obviously if u have enough money to do the things you like your life isn't that hard. Grrrrr!!!!

On top of that I still just feel really alone. I always feel like I need to be around people or talking to someone...even if its just on AIM or the phone. I think I have a problem. Actually, I know I do.

I depend on other people for my happiness.

Which is why this summer I'm gonna try and do a complete Katie makeover.

I'm gonna wake my lazy ass up early to do things...even if its just eat breakfast and take a shower. I'm gonna stop going to sleep at 3 in the morning and waking up at 11 or 12. It's such a waste of time. I'm also going to get a gym membership somewhere and try and start eating right. I'm tired of being lazy and unhappy with the way I look and I dont want to complain about it anymore. I'm going to stop spending all my spare time on the computer and read, or go sit outside, or take a walk, or join some sort of club or other extra curricular activity.

whew, thats enough ranting for now

later kids
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