Feb 16, 2004 02:08
don't you hate it when you leave your heart at the doorstep and its brushed away into the wind... probably never to be found, just to dance in the wind so beautifully but your the only one to notice it?
Don't you hate it when you heart drops through your feet and your blood stops pumping in your body, it feels like its solidified and you can't move but the only thing you can move in your breath and your words, your telling her to stay because she is the medicine but she can't understand, she can't hear you, her earmuffs are on too tight because its cold out and you want to shout it across the city, you want to look up at the sky and say her name so loud the population smiles; so loud that the stars align and spell both of your names in the sky, so loud that the waves from the ocean cease and the sand can relax just for a moment because you made it happen. You love her and you want to cry because your finally happy, but she can't hear you. she walks away every time you try to yell her name and you think that maybe air traffic will stop one day for you. You think one day the world will stop and you can run and find her and say it, but you know this will never happen.
You know you've hit rock bottom when the love you have for it isn't cutting it. you want her and you want her to want you but its just not tangible. you say 'move on' but its too hard to move on when your still frozen in time and the only thing you have is your words and your heart.