Jul 21, 2005 22:12
I'm so depressed. I find that there's almost nothing that makes me feel better either. I don't know what I want...I don't know what will make me happy. I'm lost.
I'm really lonely too. Maybe there's just something wrong with me, in the sense that I am always surrounded by people but continue to feel so alone. That just doesn't seem right.
So my therapy lately has been the bottle. My mom is afraid I'm turning into a drunk. I hate who I've become during the last few months...
Just a shadow of my former self,
Missie