Jul 07, 2004 18:02
so apparently some people like to mock me and think it's funny that emily talked to me. maybe i've missed something. this this one for example:
Andrew: emily talked to you?
me: yeah
andrew: cool
andrew: what did she say?
me: she said she liked my shirt
andrew: thats cool and thats it?
me: well she asked where i got it
andrew: thats it?
me: ... yeah
andrew: ok
andrew: not bad for just talking to you for the first time
me: i guess not, though it most likely wont happen again
andrew: i bet it will
me: i bet it wont, i only see her for 2 more days
andrew: oh nvm then
andrew: ask her for her phone # so you can keep in touch with her
me: just out of the blue?
andrew: yeah
me: pfft
andrew: what?:S
sometimes i could just kick the kid. "thats it?" ?!?! and the whole "oh nvm then" thing, that's not nice! even if it's true, he could have said something like "theres always a chance" but nooo he has to ruin my hopes and dreams. well... you know what i mean. daniel acted the same way, though he claims he's not homophobic anymore, i still think he has a problem with me liking emily. whatever.
other than that today was really nothing. ran the 1600 again today, about 2 minutes slower than i did last time. only because my back about gave in though, and my right calve was killing me. and we played some clump game that i liked... and dodgebell, freeze tag, etc. tomorrow we go bowling... yay? i like bowling and i think it's rather fun, but -- as is my problem with everything -- i'll have no one to have a team with. so if emily goes and she's on a team with ashley, then maybe i'll just join them. that could be exciting. of course, i always have these things worked out in my head and they come out completely different.
i'm going to church tonight, wahoo! actually, i really can't wait. i'm hoping to talk to pastor mike or alex because i know they'll listen to what i have to say and help me, because they're really great adults like that (see, adults are actually good for something) and they want to be there for us. i love them both :) even if alex makes fun of me and calls me a dork, it's all in fun.