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Started weightwatchers again...I try and do things right, but I just can't do it myself. I know I'm supposed to have a bit of extra weight with the CF and all that, but it's making me really down again and I'm just not prepared to put up with it! I'm not going mega skinny or anything like that, just need a bit of help to get my weight down a bit again...7st 10 is my target, so I've got less than a stone to lose, but it's the keeping it off that's hard! Plus, I'm so short that it makes a huge difference.
Went away at the weekend which was lovely, apart from my disfunctioning body having another down day. Our intimate life is just...dire just now, and it's not his fault, or mine, it's just that my body doesn't work!!! That made me really down too, and he was upset, so it made the drive home really tense, unless he was sleeping...which he was most of the way...made me feel really wanted...not.
Hate it, this body...I'd trade it any day.
Went away at the weekend which was lovely, apart from my disfunctioning body having another down day. Our intimate life is just...dire just now, and it's not his fault, or mine, it's just that my body doesn't work!!! That made me really down too, and he was upset, so it made the drive home really tense, unless he was sleeping...which he was most of the way...made me feel really wanted...not.
Hate it, this body...I'd trade it any day.