The end of dating Mat.
So my mom went into the hospital yesterday to have an emergency tube put into her trachea. Me, my father and my aunt were there all day. Earlier in the day, I had stopped at Mat's to give him his tax forms that I had in my bag. While I was there, he made it seem very apparent that he was just confused. That he wanted to be with me. That he loved me. He gave me my valentine's present. He flirted. He acted cute, interested again. He tried to get me into bed. I told him no, that he was confused and I didn't want to sleep with him only to find out we were broken up. I don't sleep with people that I'm not dating. He told me "I thought we were together" I said "You're confused, I don't want to do this if you're confused"
During the day I had sent him a message that my mother was in the hospital. Then that she came out of the surgery okay. No response to the last one. He never called me when he got off work. I go online this morning, go to his myspace. He logged on yesterday. Uploaded new photos and changed his relationship status to single.
So.
While I was in the fucking hospital with my mom. When I was at home waiting to hopefully get a phone call from the one person who's support I needed the most? He was on myspace updating his new status to single and putting in new pictures.
And he calls me the crazy one?
I consider the possibility that he got online really really earlier on the 15th to do that (like after he got off work), but he told me we were together later on that morning. And he still, never called me to find out what had been happening all day in full. And if you're dating someone for a year and a half and they're a big part of your life (like he said I was) you'd fucking call them the second you got off work.
PS: I'll put up a real post about my mom later today. I have to leave soon to go visit her. And that entry is going to be much more lengthy than this one. Plus I'm in tears and crying and I barely got this out properly.
During the day I had sent him a message that my mother was in the hospital. Then that she came out of the surgery okay. No response to the last one. He never called me when he got off work. I go online this morning, go to his myspace. He logged on yesterday. Uploaded new photos and changed his relationship status to single.
So.
While I was in the fucking hospital with my mom. When I was at home waiting to hopefully get a phone call from the one person who's support I needed the most? He was on myspace updating his new status to single and putting in new pictures.
And he calls me the crazy one?
I consider the possibility that he got online really really earlier on the 15th to do that (like after he got off work), but he told me we were together later on that morning. And he still, never called me to find out what had been happening all day in full. And if you're dating someone for a year and a half and they're a big part of your life (like he said I was) you'd fucking call them the second you got off work.
PS: I'll put up a real post about my mom later today. I have to leave soon to go visit her. And that entry is going to be much more lengthy than this one. Plus I'm in tears and crying and I barely got this out properly.