Secrets Part 20
I NEED IDEAS! PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!
Ring Ring. Answer phone. Again. This was the third time Meryl had called Pierce, but this time she left a message. "Pierce. Hey, It's Me. Umm. Can you please call me we need to talk about everything. Actually, don’t call me I'll tell you now and I want to tell you immediately I love you pierce I really do and I'm sorry about this but please.... You can't be in the baby's life and I don’t want you to be in contact with it either. Oh God I'm sorry, Call me. Love you" Meryl couldn't believe she had just done that! Breaking his heart and on the phone; not even that! On answer machine!
After a hard day on set Pierce wasn't in a good mood, Picking his phone up he saw he had 4 missed calls 3 from Meryl and 1 from Keeley. He saw he also had a message from Meryl, listening to the message, Pierce felt like his heart had stopped! Meryl! His Baby! Why would she do this?! He had to contact her!
Meryl felt like shit! After sending Pierce that message a few days ago Meryl had really been thinking about her life before Pierce was in it. Sure it was easy but when Pierce entered her life it was more exciting and.... and... It had changed ALOT! Meryl was starting to worry, she hadn't had any contact from Pierce she hopped he was okay until she got a letter in the post.............
Dear Meryl,
Listening to that message you left me was one of the most heart-breaking things I had ever been told. I have so much to say, I'm not really sure where to start or how to say it so I decided to write this letter, I can’t speak to you right now, You've crushed my heart! Our Baby! OUR! But you’re going to take my baby away from me and I can’t do anything about it. I want you and the baby to be happy. Just Remember that.
I hate the idea- if not a fact. I'm to blame that you’re stuck in this situation- I’m so sorry! I really am. We both weren’t virgins when we made love but, my darling, but in my heart you always will be. Meryl, you were the only person I have REALLY Loved in this world. I Love you more than my freedom! I would do anything for you honey! Making love with you was like... like touching heaven. All the other crap in my life just seemed to disappear. Being with you, next to you, inside you, it was something I had been dreaming of for a while but I never believed it would happen. I pray that you never regret what happened between us. Even if I was tortured from the earth to hell I wouldn't regret it for a second.
Please don’t blame yourself for any of this Meryl! Please don’t waste your life swimming in guilt. But I know you and that exactly what you'll do! But just remember one thing: I Love you so much, and I always will. I Love you more than thoughts and feeling. I feel the same about our baby too. Whether it’s a girl or a boy; I will love it so much even if I can’t see it. God, I LOVE the thought that your having our baby- a child conceived in a moment of Love, Lust and pure enjoyment. Our Child. I could say that over and over and not get bored of it or believe it!
Meryl Streep and Pierce Brosnan's child. Wow! Can you believe it? Just think of that baby that is inside of you. Growing, Sleeping, Eating.
I know that you’re in shock. That’s why you told me I can’t have any contact with the baby. But I can still have contact with you- So I will be able to get information out of you won’t I? Meryl?
I Love you and I always will.
Pierce.
Meryl felt tears form in her eyes. "I Love you too" She Whispered back
OMG! How Shit was that! Please Guys I am seriously running out of ideas! But I want to say sorry for not updating sooner! I was going to but I was Bullied by several people as some of you may know and I became rather depressed and I was put on Medication but I think I am better now! Hopefully! This Chapter is Dedicated to Maya and Kaye! My too good friends that Sadly had to come off of LJ because of exams! :( They shall be missed. Sooo.... Ummm Please comment and give me ideas !
Oh that was it! LOL! My school does exams (Like every other school BLAH) but has moved lots of the down on to my year so these next two years if I am still writing it may not be so good as I am busy studying, doing course work ECT But I should try and update. I will try and update as soon as possible! XXX
Me XX