Jun 17, 2009 18:31
Another strange incident came from this. I'm not as upset with it. In fact, life is so good right now that complaining is pointless. I'm also not so selfish as to make a deal of it.
But an incident happened at my wedding, regarding this.
I have an eye for things. I can sense discord... bad vibes... voodoo... whatever.
I certainly felt a strange emanation.
And at the end of the event, the result was, "Sean got married, meh."
It scratched at the edge of my head a bit. I'm not mad or angry or anything of the like. Just a little disappointed. The biggest day of my life and it got the least reaction. Maybe I disappointed because I joined the club, followed the rules, and did what everyone else does.
I will go on record to say I got married because I wanted to, because it would NOT follow the rules, and because it was THE coolest thing to do. Silver and I had the wedding our way. We added the little touches we wanted, against tradition. The format was definitely not normal.
I wonder if I am wrong in the vibe I feel I am getting, maybe totally off-base. Maybe something else was wrong. Maybe what was happening to that person was so much bigger and overwhelming and that was the vibe I got.