Mar 11, 2009 19:59
Well, it hasn't been so crushing. It hasn't been so stressful. In fact, it's been all right. I can actually say I am enjoying getting ready for the big day.
It's been an interesting year. I feel blessed. I've done a lot of thinking, a lot of soul searching, a lot of reevaluation, a lot of prioritizing.
I didn't think I'd ever be ready to get married. I didn't ever think I'd want to do it again.
And now I can't wait.
I am so happy, so fulfilled. It's been awhile now and I still look forward to waking up with her in the morning. I still get excited when she gets home after work.
I've had a heck of a lot of indecision in my life, but this... this is real. This is the good stuff.