Wilson offered House a look of confusion and then rolled his eyes. "Mine doesn't look very new at all. Appears to have just gotten out of bed," he returned dryly. After squinting to appear like he was studying House more closely, Wilson shook his head dismissively. "Yep. Same old you."
It was truly futile, this exercise in ignoring House's remarks regarding the Doctor, Wilson knew. But he didn't exactly understand what House's problem was, either. They were okay, weren't they? Not really, but they hadn't been really okay for a while and Wilson didn't actually expect that to come back. To him, things between them had changed and that was just the way things were. Apparently.
House didn't seem to intend on opening his door any wider so Wilson put his hands on his hips and stared at him impatiently. He had one eyebrow lifted and couldn't stop himself from characteristically looking House up and down a few times. "Did you want me to go away? Because I can do that," Wilson added indignantly. Not that he was planning on it. The best way to deal with House anymore was to cut the crap, though, and if he did tell Wilson to buzz off Wilson wasn't certain he'd refuse.
"That's not who I meant, and you know it," House snapped.
What, did Wilson seriously think House was going to forget that smart ass 'Doctor' any time soon? He gave Wilson a peeved look and thought about shutting the door on his face because he really wasn't in the mood for any kind of socialising. Wilson had his friend now, what more could House offer him that his new friend couldn't offer?
He glared at Wilson and his hands-on-hips Stance of Self-Importance. "You can do that," House agreed in retort, "but I know you're not going to."
Pushing away from the door frame, he stepped back and moodily let the door swing open without offering Wilson to actually come into his room. He headed towards the bathroom; he needed to piss now that he was up.
"Right," Wilson agreed sarcastically as House turned and walked away toward the bathroom. He stood there outside the door for another moment but then forced himself to go in. He'd wanted to see House, after all. Stupid, really.
After shutting House's door behind him, Wilson walked further into the room in an attempt to refuse the awkwardness he was being offered. He wasn't sure what he was expecting, but House looking like shit in rumpled pyjamas and getting moody with him wasn't it. Or maybe he'd grown so accustomed to what was expected Wilson was just starting to hope really hard.
Even that was getting old, though, and he didn't want all this animosity from House. Not all over again. As soon as he was near the bed, Wilson hiked up the comforter and pulled it tight over the pillows while House went into the bathroom. Then, not wanting to sit on said bed because House would probably be sitting on it soon, Wilson took a seat in the chair next to the night stand. He wondered what the deal was, of course, and got the idea that there was more to it than just the lunch House and the Doctor had glared at each other during. Ill didn't fit the image, but rougher than usual did.
"Didn't interrupt something important, did I?" asked Wilson. "Besides napping and brooding, that is." Sitting there in silence was stupid and he didn't plan on doing it.
House ignored whether Wilson actually came into his room or not while he went to the bathroom; he peed with the door open, flushed and then moved across to the sink. As he washed his hands, he caught a glimpse of himself in the mirror and was somewhat disgusted by the sight that looked back at him. Dishevelled, tired, lines set heavily in his face... He splashed some cold water over his face to wake himself up, the iciness a shock to his system.
He quickly dried it with a hand towel and then headed back out to his room, stopping in the doorway when he noticed Wilson had made his bed. "Yeah, you did," House replied in the same surly tone he'd used to greet Wilson with. "I was doing exactly that: napping."
He sighed irritably as he scanned his room; the suit lying rumpled on the floor, the mess he had scattered about the place from both being an untidy person by nature and the fact that he had a temper tantrum when he got back to his room the night before.
"What're you doing here?" he asked as he moved across to his bed. He sat down with a slump and let his eyes land on his bedside table, at his Vicodin bottle which was still empty. God, he'd give anything to have his own medication back again.
He snatched the bottle up anyway and gave it a futile shake. "Your new pal nowhere near as shiny and fun as you originally first thought?"
Wilson frowned when House shook the empty pill bottle, thinking back to what he'd heard about how limited House's supply was. Back when he prescribed--
Not that it mattered, now. His eyes darted from the bottle to House's weary and worn face, and Wilson's frown deepened.
He forced a snort at House's question and crossed his legs, sitting foward a bit. "He's fine. Just a little disgruntled by Project Desert Storm a few days ago," Wilson explained conversationally. "Reading makes him feel better, I think. I told him he shouldn't have gotten his hopes up but that's kind of his thing."
This was how Wilson handled House's moods. He answered questions without giving House the satisfaction of getting to him. Some called this passive, but Wilson called it calibrated. "Cuddy not around today?" he asked carefully in return, looking at the bottle in House's hand again.
Yeah, well, that wasn't an invitation for Wilson to toss about how well he knew his new friend. Not that it realistically was, but House was feeling prickly enough to take anything Wilson said about the Doctor as a deliberate snub of some kind, didn't matter of Wilson was here of his own volition.
He shot Wilson a dark look. "Well, it's good that you know what his kind of thing is," House couldn't help retorting, knowing full well that he was being deliberately antagonising. "I'm sure he appreciates that."
God, he hated the Doctor. He really, really hated him. Regardless as to how much tension there'd been between Wilson and himself, House really, really hated the fact that Wilson had someone else as a friend. Back home, it wouldn't have mattered so much. Life would've been normal and Wilson would've always been there and that would've been all House needed. But in here, it was a completely different situation. Wilson and Cuddy were all House had, and he was pretty sure he was on the road to losing Cuddy and he'd more or less lost most of his friendship with Wilson.
He thumped his pill bottle down onto the bedside table. "Is that a question or an observation? Because if it's an observation, shall I congratulate you on your astute observation skills? Or shall I just look at you like you're a moron and say, 'Duh'?"
"You know what? I'm just going to go. Leave you to it," Wilson snapped. "Slip a note under my door when it's actually safe for me to speak to you, because I've lost the ability to figure it out, myself."
Dammit he was angry. Angry at House for being House and for not having pain relief and for looking like shit. Angry at him for being incapable of treating Wilson any other way than this. But he couldn't do this again. He wasn't going to do this again, either. So he stood from his seat and crossed the room, hand outstretched for the doorknob.
"I don't know what your fucking problem is," he snarled as he walked, not looking back at House. "I no longer care. Enjoy the freedom." Wilson didn't usually talk that way, but he this was different. He felt forced and pissed off and confused. Mostly pissed off. So much so that he was aching to rip the door off its hinges the second he grasped the handle.
So used to Wilson usually tolerating his moods, House wasn't expecting Wilson to snap like that. He knew he was antagonising Wilson, but he didn't actually expect Wilson to react. He looked a little startled at the way Wilson reacted, too - watching him angrily move to the door, talking just as angrily.
House's first instinct was to snap back at Wilson, tell him to fuck off to his new buddy. But he bit it back, remembering how Cuddy had slapped him the night before. This was kind of the same thing, the way Wilson was walking off like this. And god damn it, as much as he pushed people away when he was moody, he really didn't want to lose his relationship with either of them.
"Don't leave," he said in a voice equal parts awkward and resentful. He glanced up at Wilson, waiting a beat before he added impatiently, "Don't leave."
He stared hard at Wilson's back, then relented and dropped his eyes to a spot on the floor. "I don't want you to leave," he mumbled.
After another pause he tentatively glanced up at Wilson with his eyes, almost like a scolded child, hoping Wilson wouldn't actually leave.
He'd smack him. Wilson would smack him and feel better. Or smack the door. Right now he was gripping the doorknob so hard it hurt.
"What makes you think I give a damn about what you want?" asked Wilson lowly. "Half the time you're walking out. Half the time you're... "
Oh, why couldn't he just leave? Why? Wilson refused to let go of the door's handle. If he let go it meant turning around and he was angry, dammit.
"Most of the time you act like you can't stand me."
Wilson braced himself against the doorframe and kept holding, but didn't walk out yet. Mostly because hearing House say what he'd said was sinking in and he wasn't sure House had ever asked him not to leave like that. Might've been shock.
He watched Wilson lean against the doorway, positive Wilson was going to leave. What Wilson said, though, jerked House out of his moment of cowering enough to rile him into an outburst.
"I can't stand this place!" House exploded. "It's got nothing to do with you!"
The words were out of his mouth before he had time to think, and the moment he'd said them he stopped as if a realisation had just struck him. He knew somewhere in the rational part of his mind that this place was the reason he was so angry all the time. The fact that he'd lost his life back in New Jersey, the fact that he couldn't escape, the fact that he had no control over anything in his life anymore. Not even his own medication. It was so easy to place all his anger onto other people, however, that it was just as easy to lose sight of why and what he was actually angry at.
That, of course, didn't dismiss all the things that had happened between Wilson and himself. But hearing his own words blurted out just then slapped House with a moment of clarity: this place was why he was so uptight and angry all the time.
He dropped his gaze to the floor and then lifted his hand to rub his face fretfully. "If you didn't give a damn, you'd have left by now," House said in a quieter tone. He braced both hands either side of him on the mattress and turned his head to the side with his shoulders hunched, peering at the bedside table.
After a moment he turned his head just enough so that he could look at Wilson with his eyes. "Stay," he murmured earnestly. "Please."
The image flashed across his head like an unwanted reel of film zipping by the screen. Frayed around the edges but clearer than the real thing. House's apartment. Wilson by the front door and House on the couch. Gripping his thigh in white hot pain that showed on his face. Asking Wilson not to leave even though he'd been anything but welcoming to Wilson before that.
It's got nothing to do with you. It didn't then, either. And yet Wilson was right back at the door, aching to leave. Not to leave so much as teach House a lesson. But he was holding the handle loosely now, if that, and after another second his arm fell to his side. Wilson turned his head enough to look at House over his shoulder and caught House's gaze, surprisingly.
Without saying anything, Wilson slowly turned around toward House and then took a few steps into the room again. His jaw was still set and he didn't feel like sitting down yet. Why? he wanted to ask House. It was very possible, Wilson thought, that this wasn't something either of them could better. It was more likely a matter of circumstance than neither of them could do a thing about.
House kept guarded watch on Wilson, still convinced Wilson was actually going to leave. Just from Wilson's hesitation, he could tell Wilson was obviously having some internal debate, which made House feel both impatient and remorseful at the same time. He kept his eyes fixed on Wilson as he ventured away from the door, only dropping his gaze away when he saw the tense, strained look on Wilson's face.
Hunching his shoulders more, House looked back to the bedside table and waited for Wilson to say something. As the seconds ticked by, though, and as the silence stretched, House realised Wilson probably wasn't going to say anything, especially seeing he was still standing there.
House glanced at Wilson again, almost guiltily, before looking away. God damn it, he wanted Wilson to say something because the longer the silence stretched, the more compelled House felt to apologise. Like a weight gradually pressing heavier and heavier down on him.
"Thanks," he muttered lamely. Thanking Wilson for not leaving was about as close as he could get to offering an apology.
Why was Wilson even here? It didn't make much sense now that he'd come to see House in the first place. Either House wasn't ever going to get over the fact that Wilson had screwed up or the Hotel had just changed both of them too much for this to work. Whatever 'this' was.
And yet, even as the mountains of logic got higher and higher, Wilson stood there with his hands on his hips defying them. He didn't want to leave. That pissed him off the most. All of this could be traced back to the sex. That thought made him even more uncomfortable.
House saying 'Thanks' made Wilson scoff and open his mouth with the intention of shooting back a nasty remark but none came. He shook his head and then chanced a look at House. He'd been looking at the wall and the floor up to that point. House looked exhausted and hunched on the bed, like he was being crushed by things Wilson couldn't see. In that moment, Wilson was overcome by piercing regret. For everything that had happened. Everything that had turned them into this.
He dropped his hands to his sides and nodded once, then forced his feet to carry him closer to the bed. After hesitating for a moment, Wilson sat down on the corner of the mattress instead of the chair he'd been sitting in before. It wasn't the couch, but it was the only thing Wilson could do to try and close the distance.
Continuing to stare at House seemed stupid, so Wilson let his eyes land on the floor. There was something at the foot of the bed he hadn't seen until now, and he leaned over to tug what looked like a pair of slacks up from the carpet. He looked back at House with a slightly amused, slightly curious expression.
"Why is there a suit on your floor? Or, better yet, you own a suit?"
House rubbed his face and resumed staring moodily at the floor as Wilson reluctantly approached the bed. He only threw Wilson a quick look when Wilson began to sit down, and he felt a strange sense of relief that Wilson had chosen to stay. House didn't even mind that Wilson had joined sitting with him on the bed, even if there was a sizable distance between them.
He wasn't sure what inspired it - the fact that Wilson hadn't left, or the fact that House was so acutely aware of the gaping chasm between them - but House felt a sudden yearning for the friendship he and Wilson used to have. To be able to sit with him in unassuming silence, or argue with him about things that didn't really matter and know that Wilson didn't care if they were arguing, or share really unfunny jokes over a bottle of beer.
Snapped out of his thoughts when Wilson mentioned the suit on the floor, House dropped his eyes down to the trousers Wilson was holding and then looked away.
"Not until last night," he replied sullenly to Wilson's question about owning a suit. "Got dragged out for dinner."
Oh, that made sense, Wilson thought. He probably should've put it together - and might have if he wasn't so distracted by the current chaotic tension between them being so prominent once again. A suit, dinner, and the phrase 'dragged out for' all explained why House had locked himself in his room to sleep for the day. Might've explained some of the bad mood, too.
"Gotcha," Wilson replied, raising his eyebrows and letting the slacks drop back to the floor. He shot House a faint smile. "Guess you want them to stay where they are, then. Just in case you get the chance to walk on them."
It was forced, obviously. There was no denying that. And Wilson still felt pissed off but it was simmering to a steady temperature at this point. Maybe it was because House had actually tried. Really tried. To the point of insisting Wilson stay.
Or maybe it was that swell of regret again. Regret that he didn't have his best friend, but wanted to.
"I'll also chance a guess that she won't be dragging you out for dinner again any time soon?" Wilson was curious, sure, but he was putting more effort into just talking with House than he was investigating House for a change. "I mean it wasn't that the food was lousy, was it?"
House snorted flatly at Wilson's comments. "Dunno," he replied to the question about the food, unable to hide the derisive tone from his voice. "Never stayed to eat it."
Yeah, he'd positively screwed up with Cuddy. Certainly didn't help in the slightest that Stacy had shown up. So, it was technically Stacy's fault - except for the part where hindsight was starting to niggle at House, pointing towards the fact that maybe he'd been the main reason the whole night had gone as bad as it had.
House looked across at Wilson. In his lifetime of friendship with Wilson, he hadn't dated that many women, other than Stacy. There'd been Cameron, which wasn't even really a date, seeing it didn't mean anything to House. There'd been a few women before Stacy ever happened. Point was, he'd managed to screw up every single time in the end. Wilson had been there every time House managed to screw up, too. Just like he was now.
"She slapped me across the face," House said in a flat tone.
It was truly futile, this exercise in ignoring House's remarks regarding the Doctor, Wilson knew. But he didn't exactly understand what House's problem was, either. They were okay, weren't they? Not really, but they hadn't been really okay for a while and Wilson didn't actually expect that to come back. To him, things between them had changed and that was just the way things were. Apparently.
House didn't seem to intend on opening his door any wider so Wilson put his hands on his hips and stared at him impatiently. He had one eyebrow lifted and couldn't stop himself from characteristically looking House up and down a few times. "Did you want me to go away? Because I can do that," Wilson added indignantly. Not that he was planning on it. The best way to deal with House anymore was to cut the crap, though, and if he did tell Wilson to buzz off Wilson wasn't certain he'd refuse.
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What, did Wilson seriously think House was going to forget that smart ass 'Doctor' any time soon? He gave Wilson a peeved look and thought about shutting the door on his face because he really wasn't in the mood for any kind of socialising. Wilson had his friend now, what more could House offer him that his new friend couldn't offer?
He glared at Wilson and his hands-on-hips Stance of Self-Importance. "You can do that," House agreed in retort, "but I know you're not going to."
Pushing away from the door frame, he stepped back and moodily let the door swing open without offering Wilson to actually come into his room. He headed towards the bathroom; he needed to piss now that he was up.
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After shutting House's door behind him, Wilson walked further into the room in an attempt to refuse the awkwardness he was being offered. He wasn't sure what he was expecting, but House looking like shit in rumpled pyjamas and getting moody with him wasn't it. Or maybe he'd grown so accustomed to what was expected Wilson was just starting to hope really hard.
Even that was getting old, though, and he didn't want all this animosity from House. Not all over again. As soon as he was near the bed, Wilson hiked up the comforter and pulled it tight over the pillows while House went into the bathroom. Then, not wanting to sit on said bed because House would probably be sitting on it soon, Wilson took a seat in the chair next to the night stand. He wondered what the deal was, of course, and got the idea that there was more to it than just the lunch House and the Doctor had glared at each other during. Ill didn't fit the image, but rougher than usual did.
"Didn't interrupt something important, did I?" asked Wilson. "Besides napping and brooding, that is." Sitting there in silence was stupid and he didn't plan on doing it.
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He quickly dried it with a hand towel and then headed back out to his room, stopping in the doorway when he noticed Wilson had made his bed. "Yeah, you did," House replied in the same surly tone he'd used to greet Wilson with. "I was doing exactly that: napping."
He sighed irritably as he scanned his room; the suit lying rumpled on the floor, the mess he had scattered about the place from both being an untidy person by nature and the fact that he had a temper tantrum when he got back to his room the night before.
"What're you doing here?" he asked as he moved across to his bed. He sat down with a slump and let his eyes land on his bedside table, at his Vicodin bottle which was still empty. God, he'd give anything to have his own medication back again.
He snatched the bottle up anyway and gave it a futile shake. "Your new pal nowhere near as shiny and fun as you originally first thought?"
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Not that it mattered, now. His eyes darted from the bottle to House's weary and worn face, and Wilson's frown deepened.
He forced a snort at House's question and crossed his legs, sitting foward a bit. "He's fine. Just a little disgruntled by Project Desert Storm a few days ago," Wilson explained conversationally. "Reading makes him feel better, I think. I told him he shouldn't have gotten his hopes up but that's kind of his thing."
This was how Wilson handled House's moods. He answered questions without giving House the satisfaction of getting to him. Some called this passive, but Wilson called it calibrated. "Cuddy not around today?" he asked carefully in return, looking at the bottle in House's hand again.
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He shot Wilson a dark look. "Well, it's good that you know what his kind of thing is," House couldn't help retorting, knowing full well that he was being deliberately antagonising. "I'm sure he appreciates that."
God, he hated the Doctor. He really, really hated him. Regardless as to how much tension there'd been between Wilson and himself, House really, really hated the fact that Wilson had someone else as a friend. Back home, it wouldn't have mattered so much. Life would've been normal and Wilson would've always been there and that would've been all House needed. But in here, it was a completely different situation. Wilson and Cuddy were all House had, and he was pretty sure he was on the road to losing Cuddy and he'd more or less lost most of his friendship with Wilson.
He thumped his pill bottle down onto the bedside table. "Is that a question or an observation? Because if it's an observation, shall I congratulate you on your astute observation skills? Or shall I just look at you like you're a moron and say, 'Duh'?"
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"You know what? I'm just going to go. Leave you to it," Wilson snapped. "Slip a note under my door when it's actually safe for me to speak to you, because I've lost the ability to figure it out, myself."
Dammit he was angry. Angry at House for being House and for not having pain relief and for looking like shit. Angry at him for being incapable of treating Wilson any other way than this. But he couldn't do this again. He wasn't going to do this again, either. So he stood from his seat and crossed the room, hand outstretched for the doorknob.
"I don't know what your fucking problem is," he snarled as he walked, not looking back at House. "I no longer care. Enjoy the freedom." Wilson didn't usually talk that way, but he this was different. He felt forced and pissed off and confused. Mostly pissed off. So much so that he was aching to rip the door off its hinges the second he grasped the handle.
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House's first instinct was to snap back at Wilson, tell him to fuck off to his new buddy. But he bit it back, remembering how Cuddy had slapped him the night before. This was kind of the same thing, the way Wilson was walking off like this. And god damn it, as much as he pushed people away when he was moody, he really didn't want to lose his relationship with either of them.
"Don't leave," he said in a voice equal parts awkward and resentful. He glanced up at Wilson, waiting a beat before he added impatiently, "Don't leave."
He stared hard at Wilson's back, then relented and dropped his eyes to a spot on the floor. "I don't want you to leave," he mumbled.
After another pause he tentatively glanced up at Wilson with his eyes, almost like a scolded child, hoping Wilson wouldn't actually leave.
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"What makes you think I give a damn about what you want?" asked Wilson lowly. "Half the time you're walking out. Half the time you're... "
Oh, why couldn't he just leave? Why? Wilson refused to let go of the door's handle. If he let go it meant turning around and he was angry, dammit.
"Most of the time you act like you can't stand me."
Wilson braced himself against the doorframe and kept holding, but didn't walk out yet. Mostly because hearing House say what he'd said was sinking in and he wasn't sure House had ever asked him not to leave like that. Might've been shock.
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"I can't stand this place!" House exploded. "It's got nothing to do with you!"
The words were out of his mouth before he had time to think, and the moment he'd said them he stopped as if a realisation had just struck him. He knew somewhere in the rational part of his mind that this place was the reason he was so angry all the time. The fact that he'd lost his life back in New Jersey, the fact that he couldn't escape, the fact that he had no control over anything in his life anymore. Not even his own medication. It was so easy to place all his anger onto other people, however, that it was just as easy to lose sight of why and what he was actually angry at.
That, of course, didn't dismiss all the things that had happened between Wilson and himself. But hearing his own words blurted out just then slapped House with a moment of clarity: this place was why he was so uptight and angry all the time.
He dropped his gaze to the floor and then lifted his hand to rub his face fretfully. "If you didn't give a damn, you'd have left by now," House said in a quieter tone. He braced both hands either side of him on the mattress and turned his head to the side with his shoulders hunched, peering at the bedside table.
After a moment he turned his head just enough so that he could look at Wilson with his eyes. "Stay," he murmured earnestly. "Please."
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The image flashed across his head like an unwanted reel of film zipping by the screen. Frayed around the edges but clearer than the real thing. House's apartment. Wilson by the front door and House on the couch. Gripping his thigh in white hot pain that showed on his face. Asking Wilson not to leave even though he'd been anything but welcoming to Wilson before that.
It's got nothing to do with you. It didn't then, either. And yet Wilson was right back at the door, aching to leave. Not to leave so much as teach House a lesson. But he was holding the handle loosely now, if that, and after another second his arm fell to his side. Wilson turned his head enough to look at House over his shoulder and caught House's gaze, surprisingly.
Without saying anything, Wilson slowly turned around toward House and then took a few steps into the room again. His jaw was still set and he didn't feel like sitting down yet. Why? he wanted to ask House. It was very possible, Wilson thought, that this wasn't something either of them could better. It was more likely a matter of circumstance than neither of them could do a thing about.
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Hunching his shoulders more, House looked back to the bedside table and waited for Wilson to say something. As the seconds ticked by, though, and as the silence stretched, House realised Wilson probably wasn't going to say anything, especially seeing he was still standing there.
House glanced at Wilson again, almost guiltily, before looking away. God damn it, he wanted Wilson to say something because the longer the silence stretched, the more compelled House felt to apologise. Like a weight gradually pressing heavier and heavier down on him.
"Thanks," he muttered lamely. Thanking Wilson for not leaving was about as close as he could get to offering an apology.
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And yet, even as the mountains of logic got higher and higher, Wilson stood there with his hands on his hips defying them. He didn't want to leave. That pissed him off the most. All of this could be traced back to the sex. That thought made him even more uncomfortable.
House saying 'Thanks' made Wilson scoff and open his mouth with the intention of shooting back a nasty remark but none came. He shook his head and then chanced a look at House. He'd been looking at the wall and the floor up to that point. House looked exhausted and hunched on the bed, like he was being crushed by things Wilson couldn't see. In that moment, Wilson was overcome by piercing regret. For everything that had happened. Everything that had turned them into this.
He dropped his hands to his sides and nodded once, then forced his feet to carry him closer to the bed. After hesitating for a moment, Wilson sat down on the corner of the mattress instead of the chair he'd been sitting in before. It wasn't the couch, but it was the only thing Wilson could do to try and close the distance.
Continuing to stare at House seemed stupid, so Wilson let his eyes land on the floor. There was something at the foot of the bed he hadn't seen until now, and he leaned over to tug what looked like a pair of slacks up from the carpet. He looked back at House with a slightly amused, slightly curious expression.
"Why is there a suit on your floor? Or, better yet, you own a suit?"
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He wasn't sure what inspired it - the fact that Wilson hadn't left, or the fact that House was so acutely aware of the gaping chasm between them - but House felt a sudden yearning for the friendship he and Wilson used to have. To be able to sit with him in unassuming silence, or argue with him about things that didn't really matter and know that Wilson didn't care if they were arguing, or share really unfunny jokes over a bottle of beer.
Snapped out of his thoughts when Wilson mentioned the suit on the floor, House dropped his eyes down to the trousers Wilson was holding and then looked away.
"Not until last night," he replied sullenly to Wilson's question about owning a suit. "Got dragged out for dinner."
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"Gotcha," Wilson replied, raising his eyebrows and letting the slacks drop back to the floor. He shot House a faint smile. "Guess you want them to stay where they are, then. Just in case you get the chance to walk on them."
It was forced, obviously. There was no denying that. And Wilson still felt pissed off but it was simmering to a steady temperature at this point. Maybe it was because House had actually tried. Really tried. To the point of insisting Wilson stay.
Or maybe it was that swell of regret again. Regret that he didn't have his best friend, but wanted to.
"I'll also chance a guess that she won't be dragging you out for dinner again any time soon?" Wilson was curious, sure, but he was putting more effort into just talking with House than he was investigating House for a change. "I mean it wasn't that the food was lousy, was it?"
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Yeah, he'd positively screwed up with Cuddy. Certainly didn't help in the slightest that Stacy had shown up. So, it was technically Stacy's fault - except for the part where hindsight was starting to niggle at House, pointing towards the fact that maybe he'd been the main reason the whole night had gone as bad as it had.
House looked across at Wilson. In his lifetime of friendship with Wilson, he hadn't dated that many women, other than Stacy. There'd been Cameron, which wasn't even really a date, seeing it didn't mean anything to House. There'd been a few women before Stacy ever happened. Point was, he'd managed to screw up every single time in the end. Wilson had been there every time House managed to screw up, too. Just like he was now.
"She slapped me across the face," House said in a flat tone.
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