Blah blah blah NOOO!
Jesus! One thing I constantly had to fight when I was younger was the fact that I looked 'quiet' or 'shy' . It pissed me off so bad. Because anyone who knows me knows I'm not quiet or shy. And I haven't been told that I am for a LONG time.
But today some girl who messaged me on facebook saw me and said I looked little and cute. And i looked quiet! WTF?! I had on my sisters dress from forever 21 which i though was super cute but i guess it made me look "little" ? wft. It pisses me off so bad because she doesn't know me. And I shouldn't be pissed off. I don't need to prove anything to her. .....I'm just perenoid about that sorta thing. Not knowing how I really am or look...idk. lol. I'm wierder than I seem.
ERGH and on top of that I have guitar lessons tonight and last time is was a disaster! I'm usually very good but I kept messing up and Joe, my teacher, kept sighing and he told me to just go over it more and we'll do it next week. But its next week today ...I think I'm ready. I hope I'm ready.
God my sister is annoying me so much. We just saw Across the Universe and I loved it and I got the soundtrack and now she won't stop seeing these 2 songs over and over again and I just want to scream at her SHUT UP!! she doesn't even know the songs. She barely knows any of the Beatles songs anyway.
ERGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm really hating my life at the moment. I need something. anything. Please oh god please.
PLEASE!
But today some girl who messaged me on facebook saw me and said I looked little and cute. And i looked quiet! WTF?! I had on my sisters dress from forever 21 which i though was super cute but i guess it made me look "little" ? wft. It pisses me off so bad because she doesn't know me. And I shouldn't be pissed off. I don't need to prove anything to her. .....I'm just perenoid about that sorta thing. Not knowing how I really am or look...idk. lol. I'm wierder than I seem.
ERGH and on top of that I have guitar lessons tonight and last time is was a disaster! I'm usually very good but I kept messing up and Joe, my teacher, kept sighing and he told me to just go over it more and we'll do it next week. But its next week today ...I think I'm ready. I hope I'm ready.
God my sister is annoying me so much. We just saw Across the Universe and I loved it and I got the soundtrack and now she won't stop seeing these 2 songs over and over again and I just want to scream at her SHUT UP!! she doesn't even know the songs. She barely knows any of the Beatles songs anyway.
ERGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm really hating my life at the moment. I need something. anything. Please oh god please.
PLEASE!