Careers
Tonight is quiet.
In January I'll be attending school for the sum of 24,000$. That is a lot of money to spend on an education, and it has me scared. The debt and the effort to save it is a lot to take in.
If I could have things my way, education would not cost a thing up front. You would obtain the education, then be given a job that allows you to pay back your education over time. This is kind of how things happen now, if you're approved for the loan. Maybe the process would be the same then, only I would be approved for the education. ... ... Basically I would gain an education without financial woes, if I had it my way.
I worry that I'm taking the route thats causing the most harm!! You always want to be so sure of what you're doing in life, that when I think of my future I know I'm sure, but I'm unsure for some reason. This must all sound so confusing to you, because in my head it is very confusing. If I wrote a song, I'm sure it'd be something indie.
I'm a great where I am, at the hotel front desk. I feel this is great for me and I'd be happy here forever. So I have my feet in the sand and where can I go from here? Supervisor, Manager, Director of Sales, Assistant General Manager, General Manager, Owner, Multi Owner, Millionaire with 6 hotels.
Wouldnt that be nice.
Or game developer. Something my natural talents would excel at. A million dollar industry, always adapting and provoking. A job where I can be me. Dress like me, act like me, grow up to make games that I would play. So much room for opportunity, it just carries the biggest risk. 24k + 2 years of school and a dozen other risks surrounding an industry that is as unpredictable as it is changing.
Finally, a Police Officer. Thats a can of worms I wont get in to, but it's something I dream about every time I see a cop car drive past.
I feel like I'm rambling now, so I'll stop for now. Though this entire journal is littered with indecisiveness, I know what I'm doing. Stick with Hotel while I save for school and apply for the Police Force.
For now.
In January I'll be attending school for the sum of 24,000$. That is a lot of money to spend on an education, and it has me scared. The debt and the effort to save it is a lot to take in.
If I could have things my way, education would not cost a thing up front. You would obtain the education, then be given a job that allows you to pay back your education over time. This is kind of how things happen now, if you're approved for the loan. Maybe the process would be the same then, only I would be approved for the education. ... ... Basically I would gain an education without financial woes, if I had it my way.
I worry that I'm taking the route thats causing the most harm!! You always want to be so sure of what you're doing in life, that when I think of my future I know I'm sure, but I'm unsure for some reason. This must all sound so confusing to you, because in my head it is very confusing. If I wrote a song, I'm sure it'd be something indie.
I'm a great where I am, at the hotel front desk. I feel this is great for me and I'd be happy here forever. So I have my feet in the sand and where can I go from here? Supervisor, Manager, Director of Sales, Assistant General Manager, General Manager, Owner, Multi Owner, Millionaire with 6 hotels.
Wouldnt that be nice.
Or game developer. Something my natural talents would excel at. A million dollar industry, always adapting and provoking. A job where I can be me. Dress like me, act like me, grow up to make games that I would play. So much room for opportunity, it just carries the biggest risk. 24k + 2 years of school and a dozen other risks surrounding an industry that is as unpredictable as it is changing.
Finally, a Police Officer. Thats a can of worms I wont get in to, but it's something I dream about every time I see a cop car drive past.
I feel like I'm rambling now, so I'll stop for now. Though this entire journal is littered with indecisiveness, I know what I'm doing. Stick with Hotel while I save for school and apply for the Police Force.
For now.