confusions.nantotheceeNovember 7 2005, 09:12:33 UTC
dude yeah.. i'm pissed but i think dissapointed is more like it. and i'm just gonna be blunt.
1. i'm mad because you didnt tell me.. when you spoke of going back to your parents.. it was more of a "maybe" rather than a for sure kinda thing.. You didnt say you had to wake up to move out.. you said you'd wake up to clean the apartment with lupe and jesse. it was just very upsetting to wake up and my mom to tell me what had happened.. and i know this is totally irrelevant to this.. but that just kinda reminded me of the time my dad left us.. he just took his stuff and left. no warning no nothing.. thats how it made me feel. and now my mom is mad at me for it...
2. you kinda picked a REALLY bad day to do this.. I was already stressed about Bea and Kathy and then the whole thing with you.. i had to go to work super upset.. and going to work already sucks enough and to have to go ALREADY stressed.. just sucked even more..
today i kinda kept it all in.. just so i wouldn't blow up.. I didn't want to totally ruin the friendship.. I dont want to lose respect for you or you to me.. so I kept it in. and you know i hate it when people act normal when i'm pissed.
I dont know.. I just dont know what to say.. I'm really hurt.
1. i'm mad because you didnt tell me.. when you spoke of going back to your parents.. it was more of a "maybe" rather than a for sure kinda thing.. You didnt say you had to wake up to move out.. you said you'd wake up to clean the apartment with lupe and jesse. it was just very upsetting to wake up and my mom to tell me what had happened.. and i know this is totally irrelevant to this.. but that just kinda reminded me of the time my dad left us.. he just took his stuff and left. no warning no nothing.. thats how it made me feel. and now my mom is mad at me for it...
2. you kinda picked a REALLY bad day to do this.. I was already stressed about Bea and Kathy and then the whole thing with you.. i had to go to work super upset.. and going to work already sucks enough and to have to go ALREADY stressed.. just sucked even more..
today i kinda kept it all in.. just so i wouldn't blow up.. I didn't want to totally ruin the friendship.. I dont want to lose respect for you or you to me.. so I kept it in. and you know i hate it when people act normal when i'm pissed.
I dont know.. I just dont know what to say.. I'm really hurt.
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