Sep 05, 2005 10:31
the first week of college was fabulous and i absolutely loved it
then there was a dramatic night but dwelling on it is unneccessary what has happened is done saturday i felt really alone my suitemates were gone, my roommate had her boyfriend and so i almost "grounded" myself and didn't go out
i was really glad that i had planned to come home sunday morning i had a very relaxing time at home and was reminded that i always have people who love me and care about me no matter what and i can trust them to always be there
hopefully vanessa will come visit soon i cant wait to show her around philadelphia
my only feeling right now about the situation is i feel like an enemy... a really bad person but in my heart i know i am not and i have felt bad for things ive done wrong
today returning to philly is a new beginning<3