Fuckin headache...

[mcdream]

So... I have a headache....happens..only i have it for 4 days now and sometimes it feels like a fever.... Okay, today is everybody's movin around like mad people..except me....Tonight is comin Justin, which I think I already mentioned....He's hot,. Thats 1 think...But he's reeeaaaaalllllllllyyyyyyy hot!! Omigod....But unfortunately hes 23 and in "America" a 17 and a 23 does not match...So stupid Texan conservatives......Wutever..I love Kyel...Or atleast hes my so kalled boy..friend..But who can guarantee all of this? I c...its not a gud idea for me to wryite a journa, bc im sooo depressed when it comes to my journal...But i dont really keep it probably bc of this exact reason.....hmm...i donno... Im supposed to be happy and find the inside happiness.....Ill try but its fuckin hard..:( I gotta go, bc Kyel will go to school soon and I wanna talk to him...He's funny and i *heart* him in a way..(sorry for the stealin Bex)....Soooooo..i better get goin:) Gud nite