Jun 27, 2006 22:45
we had a fucking bar-b-q tonight. everyone wants to say goodbye. this is freaking me out..i might never come back.
just in case i die, i want my brother to know i love him with all my heart, and all those years of sibling rivalry, though it felt like pure hatred, made me love you more. and allie, i never meant the things i did, i hope you can find it in your heart to forgive. you where always such a pleasant soul.
haha, that was all a joke. i am hoping.
my dad is invading the congo right as i type.
i think i am going to get off, smoke some reefer and a "stog" which i am quitting by the way.
maybe make some late night mac and cheese, take a bath sleep.
why do you care what i do....you mindless blog reader.
i think i forgot to pack pajama pants.