oh i am so excited i just can't
i'm so excited and nervous i cannot contain myself. i've gone out with this kid every weekend for the last 6 months, why would i be nervous about a date? breath, breath. it's like any other weekend. i'm just sitting here begging for it to turn 5 so i can drive home and get ready to see him. it seems like forever although it's only been 3 days since i've seen him. omg what is happening to me. all of my girlies are so excited for me, seeing that being with kaleo is a major good thing. it's nice to re-find someone and just to click. even when you are scared half to death about being hurt again. but life can be painful, you must look for the light within.and he is my sparkler.i just knew that things would change when he and spent 4th of july with me. that watching those fireworks i just knew. we've had alot of those teen romance novel moments. and it makes me smile. i just can't stop my heart. ohhhhh breathe! well work is slowly coming to an end, which makes me even happier. this week just seemed to go on forever. i dunno what i'm doing for turkey day. dinner with my family. it's my least fav holiday. celebrating the beginning of the masacre of a whole nation of people. but hey what can ya do? well i think will get back to doing something productive.