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Nov 19, 2004 19:15

Ever since I was young I was a knight. I was a warrior. I fought against evil. My sword was rebellion. My shield was rock.
every man has a different idea of evil. my evil isn't a dragon or bush or something like that (but step up if you want)
It's a fight against limits. It's my struggle to live and breath. every breath a person takes is a small battle won.
From the second you're born, you're slowly dying. Every time you eat, sleep, shit, drink, exercise you're fighting and winning to live a little longer.
I don't need to do that. Me, I wasn't fighting against death. I was fighting against life. I fought against the world. I started small. going to different churches because I didn't want to be Mormon.

I was young so my world was smaller. Every time I thought I had it beat the enemy would grow and I would shrink.
Later I learned I could determine how small I wanted to be by deciding how big I really wanted my world to be.
Just in case you're wondering, I decided I'm very tiny.

To be continued

PS the word is out
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