I can now fufill my dreams of becoming Christian Bale and whooping up on bad guys, Batman style!
We did our Shakespeare scenes today. I practiced mine ALL first mod b/c i had my indipendent study, but i was still forgetting some when we practiced for 10 mins. I was freakin out. So i went over it again at lunch, and i did fine when we presented it. It was a tad abridged, of course, and not word for word but it was good. Mr Delise was pleased, and thats all that matters. Greg and i had decided yesturday that we would both look at the sky at 2 and draw a cloud we saw. So i did. I said it looked like an alien bursting out of someones chest.
Nick came with me to my wisdom teeth check up. Greg stopped by the house a little before we left, and we watched the Simpsons, but then he had to go to work and we were off to the doctors. The doc said everything looked fine, and i didnt need to come to him anymore. The funny thing is i havent been using the saringe deeley he gave me right. But luckily he did it again on me, so i know what i have to do now. Nick and i listened to the Phantom of the Opera orignal cast recording on the way there and back, and we are both in agreeance that Michael Crawford doesnt even compare to Gerard. The man is a beautiful singer...but he cant act. He has no emotion. Gerys the man.
I took nick home, and went to visit greg at hollywood video. The lines there were RIDICULOUSLY long. I never got to talk to greg. I just wandered the store for about an hour. I bougth the Batman Begins game and Mortal Kombat: Deception while i was there. I played the Begins game at gregs cause they have it, and i LOVED it. It's a great game, and Bale and all the other actors actually do the voiceovers, which is very exciting. I havent played MK yet, but im excited to. Believe it or not, i LOVE Mortal Kombat. Scorpion rules all!
So my mom started on the whole "lifes not worth it anymore. Im so lonely and i have no purpose in life" thing again. She even thought that the hurricaine in new orleans might have been punishment for her. WTF?!?!?!?! I couldnt take it cause everything in my life seems to be getting back on track now, so i just went downstairs and played Begins. Dad came over so we could go out to dinner, and i had a long talk with my mom outside my house. I apologized for getting angry at her, and she apologized as well, but shes still depressed over my dad again. She said she doesnt think the hurricaine was her fault now, but she lived there for a while and had friends there so its personal for her. She also said that I should have learned in Fool Proof that thats not how you deal with people who have depression, and if i asked Paul Zimmerman that he would say the same thing. Well, i took that very personal, and that hurt. It just made me feel guilty. But, we went to dinner and everything seemed to be fine. And now i feel like i havent been living up to FP, and ive always prided myself in my love for caring for people and being there for people, and i just feel like i didnt. I told my mom that if she ever needed anyone to talk to that i was there, but she doesnt want to do that cause she doesnt want to be a burden. Meh. Its just complicated and stressful. I just dont want things to go back to the way they were in the beginning of the summer with my mom, and tonight it looked like they could. It just scared me.
Well, the good news is kelsey is coming over tomorrow for a tad to watch some movies, and then im hanging out with greg for some "grandy" time. Thats right. Grandy. Greg. Andy. Grandy. Makes perfect sense.
"Why do we fall? So that we can learn to pick ourselves up again..."