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Stresssss.
Ugh I'm sick of it. I just want to ignore it but it's not going away. I'll admit I'm not a big fan of dealing with things and I tend to walk away/look the other way when things go downhill. It's got to be something worth saving or fighting for for me not to. Lately, I'd rather just lose yet another friendship and move on. Right now the sigh of relief that I'd get from knowing this is all over would definitely outweigh the loss I think. My phone will be off a lot lately, just so I can "hide" and I don't really have a stable internet connection so I'll kind of be out of contact. I have no problems talking problems out with my friends, really I don't. I will help you if I care about you. I know I can be a dick, and I know I'm being a dick, but sometimes you have to. Sometimes looking out for yourself comes first. I'm avoiding the drama and staying out of it. I'm sorry you have no one else, truly I am, but maybe it's that way for a reason?? I'm being vague and I realllly don't want to talk about it. This entry is more for me than anything. I have this disgusting feeling inside my stomach and it's contstantly there. I'd really like to get away and just be able to breathe and clear my mind. Ugh.
Ugh I'm sick of it. I just want to ignore it but it's not going away. I'll admit I'm not a big fan of dealing with things and I tend to walk away/look the other way when things go downhill. It's got to be something worth saving or fighting for for me not to. Lately, I'd rather just lose yet another friendship and move on. Right now the sigh of relief that I'd get from knowing this is all over would definitely outweigh the loss I think. My phone will be off a lot lately, just so I can "hide" and I don't really have a stable internet connection so I'll kind of be out of contact. I have no problems talking problems out with my friends, really I don't. I will help you if I care about you. I know I can be a dick, and I know I'm being a dick, but sometimes you have to. Sometimes looking out for yourself comes first. I'm avoiding the drama and staying out of it. I'm sorry you have no one else, truly I am, but maybe it's that way for a reason?? I'm being vague and I realllly don't want to talk about it. This entry is more for me than anything. I have this disgusting feeling inside my stomach and it's contstantly there. I'd really like to get away and just be able to breathe and clear my mind. Ugh.