tell me how they got that pretty little face on that pretty little frame, girl
hey yall. the weather has been so nice lately, well minus sunday when the wind was beyond rediculous.....ive been incredibly stressed, but i guess thats nothing new.
school is kicking my ass. i like my classes, but i hate doing work, so to get me to deal with 2 weeks of midterm crap, well, lets just say its not fun. photography is getting better, we had critique yesterday, and i actually liked one of my pics!! all my other classes are exams and papers, and they get getting switched around, like the due dates, so thats really frustrating for my procrastination schedule......
ive been redoing a lot in my life. the last month has pretty much been me reevaluating everything and seeing how i want things to be in my life. its been really hard for me to walk away from some people and things. I truly love all my friends, and i have normally been extremely loyal to them and put them before myself. to not talk to them or see them in a month has been very trying for me. some of my friendships have become strained or have fallen apart. i guess in the end, i will appreciate this experience and see it as a period of self-growth. but for the time being, i hate it. sometimes it makes sense logically to leave people behind, its the right thing to do or the necessary thing. but without logic, it sucks, for lack of a better word. i miss talking to him, even though now there is less drama and stress, but i enjoyed being friends while it lasted. and i know it was my choice to end that. i hope everything is going well and that hes having a good week and all of that....sorry this is a lame post, im thinking out loud. and everyone else too, i know i havent been around, and its not anyone's fault, i just needed some "me time." but i have seen the importance of real friends and the difference between having a party group and a friend group.
on a less pathetic note, i have been having fun. lauren, rebekah, shala, and jordan have really been there for me. they let me bitch and whine, and trust me, i can totally do that all day!!! but yeah, ive been going out with them and they have adopted me into their party circles. rebekah made the best vietnamese food saturday!!! I LOVE AVACADO SPRING ROLLS!!!! and then we went to see the zodiac. i love scary movies, and that was definitely one of them! it was one of the most graphic movies with murder scenes....it was good, but like 3 hrs long. ive also been going to spin classes with lauren. hahaha, i always envisioned 40 yr old housewives in spandex doing this, but its so fun, and the teacher lady said you burn like 600 calories an hr, so thats pretty sweet.
i guess im done venting for now!! good luck with midterms and shit!
school is kicking my ass. i like my classes, but i hate doing work, so to get me to deal with 2 weeks of midterm crap, well, lets just say its not fun. photography is getting better, we had critique yesterday, and i actually liked one of my pics!! all my other classes are exams and papers, and they get getting switched around, like the due dates, so thats really frustrating for my procrastination schedule......
ive been redoing a lot in my life. the last month has pretty much been me reevaluating everything and seeing how i want things to be in my life. its been really hard for me to walk away from some people and things. I truly love all my friends, and i have normally been extremely loyal to them and put them before myself. to not talk to them or see them in a month has been very trying for me. some of my friendships have become strained or have fallen apart. i guess in the end, i will appreciate this experience and see it as a period of self-growth. but for the time being, i hate it. sometimes it makes sense logically to leave people behind, its the right thing to do or the necessary thing. but without logic, it sucks, for lack of a better word. i miss talking to him, even though now there is less drama and stress, but i enjoyed being friends while it lasted. and i know it was my choice to end that. i hope everything is going well and that hes having a good week and all of that....sorry this is a lame post, im thinking out loud. and everyone else too, i know i havent been around, and its not anyone's fault, i just needed some "me time." but i have seen the importance of real friends and the difference between having a party group and a friend group.
on a less pathetic note, i have been having fun. lauren, rebekah, shala, and jordan have really been there for me. they let me bitch and whine, and trust me, i can totally do that all day!!! but yeah, ive been going out with them and they have adopted me into their party circles. rebekah made the best vietnamese food saturday!!! I LOVE AVACADO SPRING ROLLS!!!! and then we went to see the zodiac. i love scary movies, and that was definitely one of them! it was one of the most graphic movies with murder scenes....it was good, but like 3 hrs long. ive also been going to spin classes with lauren. hahaha, i always envisioned 40 yr old housewives in spandex doing this, but its so fun, and the teacher lady said you burn like 600 calories an hr, so thats pretty sweet.
i guess im done venting for now!! good luck with midterms and shit!