Sad,Confused,Happy. All the good and bad stuff...just mixed feelings

[mcbeans]

Wow back to school for some reason seems ok.I like being around my friends, wich is why its ok i think..Well yea it seems im alot happier when im there hanging out with everyone.But then when i come home i start thinking about one thing that seems to get me down. I mean i love talking to her so much but it seems like things have changed with me and her and it blows.Like i dont know just tonight seemed to be going downhill when she was just like ILL TALK TO YOU TOMORROW, and thats all she kept sayin over and over and over again. Just because i was kidding about something stupid.Her "real" excuse was because she was tired.But yea whatever, hopefully i get to see this person soon cause i miss her and things dont seem to be right without them.Yea anywas i can go on and on about how much this sucks but in the end she makes me HAPPY and i know she cares so thats all that really matters.The only thing i wan is for things to be back to the way they used to be.
On the 1st makes it 5 months for me and ROMIE!!!

On to other matters,I have some essay to do but i dont know i dont want to.I guess the truth is because i dont know how to!Yea thats right i said it i dont know how to write an ESSAY, its mostly because i need someone to help me start it and finish it.Someone promised me they would help me out but now they dont have time or they just dont feel like helping me out.And im not the kinda person who likes to ask for help about things just because i dont want anyone making fun of me or saying stupid shit.Guess what im trying to say is....well...ummmm,Someone please help me out with school in general...=(