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havent updated in 2 days. thats probably the shortest ever. lol but um yeah yesterday... uhh what did i do yesterday.. um woke up, got ready, went to my cousins baby shower in plymouth.. WANTED TO GO TO WARPED TOUR SOOOOOOOOO FRICKEN BAD! but no. had to go spend my day watching my cousin open baby gifts instead of watching fall out boy rock out. it sucked. kinda. well i guess it wasnt that bad but i deff. woulda rather went to the concert. ummmm but o well im goin to the nintendo fusion tour september 28th so im pretty pumped about that.. yeahh fall out boy, the starting line, motion city soundtrack, & boys night out.. gonna be awesome i cant wait.. and then on on october 21st is my flippin 16th birthday dudes. me = driving = scary. but yeah. hrmmm.. GO UP NORTH WITH BRITT LESS THAN 2 DAYS! wednesday. so excited. i love the beach :D woo hoo! hehe.
but today, i woke up, got ready, went to a few stores in southland mall with my mom n sister. bc i had to find a new bathing suit, bc my other one got ruined when i went on katlyns boat with her n britt.. so that sucked big time.. but i didnt find a bathing suit there so we went out towards my grandmas house in westland to try n find one & so we picked up my grandma at her house and then we all went to westland mall to try to find one. and i finally did. thank gosh. idk what i woulda done! lol but yeah after the mall we picked up my uncle from my grandmas house and then we all went out to dinner to angelo's? i think thats what its called.. it was okay i guess. after dinner went back to my grandmas house.. played jeopardy with my sister n made fun of all the nerds and then after that came home. and thats where im at now. lol sitting here, listening to the chesterfield bridge.. bored/talking to no one. thinking maybe ill redo my myspace or something gay like that. this is probably gonna be a long entry just because i have nothing else to do and i havent had a long one in a while so i thought i was due for one.
my mom had a good day today! which made me happy because i hate it when shes stuck at home sick. it sucks. alot. and i hate it more than anything. i cant stand seeing her upset and unable to do anything, including eat. usually when she's like that i call britt up and we go out n do something to try n get my mind off of things.. & usually it works for awhile. until i have to go back home. but i guess no matter how hard i try to run away from it, its always gonna be chasing me and following me wherever i go. theres no way to get away from it.. and theres not even a chance that i can forget about it for a day. its always there. and its one of the worst situations ive ever been in. [the worst being my grandpa passing away.RIP.] i hope no one ever has to go through this. because it really does suck and its not fun at all. its not fun for the people who have it or the people who are affected by it. i just cant wait until everything is over with, and i wont have to worry about it anymore.
i really miss my grandpa. we went to the cemetary today while we were out in westland and his stone STILL wasnt in. its been like 6 months or something [since January 25th] that hes been gone and its been horrible. over all this year has been the worst year of my life. no doubt.
i just wish something good would finally happen, to make up for all the horrible things that have been going on lately.
my life pretty much sucks at the moment but ill deal.
with my friends helpin me n stuff im okay n without them idk what id do.
some people cry their eyes out with this sorta stuff but im not like that. i cant even remember the last time i cried. and i dont talk it out either. i just deal with it my own way, i guess. i dont really know how i handle it. but whatever.
and um i think im giving up on guys. no one would wanna be with a loser like meee :) yesssssssssssssssssssssssssss! oh well. who cares. no one. :)
sooooooooo i really do wish something good would finally happen. like actually good. & just something to make up for all this shit thats going on. yeah i really hate it and everything. so yeah. thats enough talk about my life. i am actually a happy person really. not as miserable as my life is. i try to make the best of things even though its not always possible. but whatever. i dont even know if anyone is reading down this far, if so, you must be cool. so yeah i apologize for my emo entry, but i just decided to fill everyone in.
update later<3
xoxo
♥ Me.
but today, i woke up, got ready, went to a few stores in southland mall with my mom n sister. bc i had to find a new bathing suit, bc my other one got ruined when i went on katlyns boat with her n britt.. so that sucked big time.. but i didnt find a bathing suit there so we went out towards my grandmas house in westland to try n find one & so we picked up my grandma at her house and then we all went to westland mall to try to find one. and i finally did. thank gosh. idk what i woulda done! lol but yeah after the mall we picked up my uncle from my grandmas house and then we all went out to dinner to angelo's? i think thats what its called.. it was okay i guess. after dinner went back to my grandmas house.. played jeopardy with my sister n made fun of all the nerds and then after that came home. and thats where im at now. lol sitting here, listening to the chesterfield bridge.. bored/talking to no one. thinking maybe ill redo my myspace or something gay like that. this is probably gonna be a long entry just because i have nothing else to do and i havent had a long one in a while so i thought i was due for one.
my mom had a good day today! which made me happy because i hate it when shes stuck at home sick. it sucks. alot. and i hate it more than anything. i cant stand seeing her upset and unable to do anything, including eat. usually when she's like that i call britt up and we go out n do something to try n get my mind off of things.. & usually it works for awhile. until i have to go back home. but i guess no matter how hard i try to run away from it, its always gonna be chasing me and following me wherever i go. theres no way to get away from it.. and theres not even a chance that i can forget about it for a day. its always there. and its one of the worst situations ive ever been in. [the worst being my grandpa passing away.RIP.] i hope no one ever has to go through this. because it really does suck and its not fun at all. its not fun for the people who have it or the people who are affected by it. i just cant wait until everything is over with, and i wont have to worry about it anymore.
i really miss my grandpa. we went to the cemetary today while we were out in westland and his stone STILL wasnt in. its been like 6 months or something [since January 25th] that hes been gone and its been horrible. over all this year has been the worst year of my life. no doubt.
i just wish something good would finally happen, to make up for all the horrible things that have been going on lately.
my life pretty much sucks at the moment but ill deal.
with my friends helpin me n stuff im okay n without them idk what id do.
some people cry their eyes out with this sorta stuff but im not like that. i cant even remember the last time i cried. and i dont talk it out either. i just deal with it my own way, i guess. i dont really know how i handle it. but whatever.
and um i think im giving up on guys. no one would wanna be with a loser like meee :) yesssssssssssssssssssssssssss! oh well. who cares. no one. :)
sooooooooo i really do wish something good would finally happen. like actually good. & just something to make up for all this shit thats going on. yeah i really hate it and everything. so yeah. thats enough talk about my life. i am actually a happy person really. not as miserable as my life is. i try to make the best of things even though its not always possible. but whatever. i dont even know if anyone is reading down this far, if so, you must be cool. so yeah i apologize for my emo entry, but i just decided to fill everyone in.
update later<3
xoxo
♥ Me.