Aug 30, 2005 17:01
im bored.
i think im gonna change the layout to my journal, which i dont really use much. i dont even know why i have one of these, its not like anyone really cares whats happening in my life anyways. but oh well.
school is starting soon. not happy about that. october 8th is homecoming. thats interesting, as of right now i dont have a date. which sucks, but im not big on asking guys to dances either. ive done that twice in my entire life, and got shot down both times. so i dont think that will be happening again anytime soon. but if someone does ask me, then that would be awesome. i had fun last year, and i hope this year would be even better. everyone says that even if you dont have a date you should still go with a group of friends, but i did that last year to snowball, and i really didnt have a good time. so from now on, if i dont have a date, then i wont go. which isnt a big deal, just the truth.
last week of summer though, i hope to make it the best.
my cousin krysti is having her baby tomorrow or thursday. :D which im so happy about. they dont know if its a boy or girl yet, & that makes it even more exciting. that should be an awesome experience for our family, especially because we are all so close.
i really dont have one special boy in my life right now. just waiting for him. of course there are many boys i could go for, but im scared of falling. because the only boys i have ever fallen for just let me crash & burn. im so sick of that. i want someone who will stick around for awhile. and who actually cares. & as of right now, i dont know who could handle that, or would want to.
only 3 more treatments left for my mom :D then its on to radiation. i really hope everything is over before christmas. that would be greatest present ever.
i turn 16 on october 21st. my party is gonna rock. and im inviting everyone. oh and im having a live band there too. just because my cousin loves me that much. ha. and me turning sixteen only leads to good things. meaning i get my license of course ;) its gonna be totally crazy after that. i cant wait.
NINTENDO FUSION TOUR SEPTEMBER 28TH :D OHH SCORE. im so excited. me & britt, and my sister & her friend are going. hopefully we dont die :D but it would be wayy worth it. fall out boy, the starting line, panic at the disco, motion city soundtrack, & boys night out = its gonna be amazing. they are all awesome.
okay well i think this is long enough. maybe ill update again in a little while, and i think im gonna change my background to this.
soo later babes :) ♥