Inexplicable Random Overwhelming Happiness
Is me. It rocks. Nay, it RAWKS. I feel better now than I have in, literally, months. I have no idea what caused it. I feel an overwhelming urge to live. To get out. To associate with people, in ADDITION to my normal, constant urge to get out and... "associate" with people. Wink-wink, nudge-nudge.
I feel no need to drink (alcohol). No desire to hurt others to bolster my pitiful ego. I've been grinning (or at least smiling) like an idiot all day, much to the chargin of all the people who took that mechanics midterm with me. Me walking out of there, grinning at people in what might of appeared to be a threatening manner due to the usual expectations of people coming out of a somewhat tough midterm (downcast, muttering about unfairness, "broken and shattered" in the words of the Sergui).
But not me. Me sitting there going "I think I passed that." With a silly grin on my face, while people look on in disbelief.
I am feeling awesome. Now if only I had someone to share my happiness with. Then my slice of life would surely rival any paradise you'd care to name for the title of "Most Blissful Paradigm".
I feel no need to drink (alcohol). No desire to hurt others to bolster my pitiful ego. I've been grinning (or at least smiling) like an idiot all day, much to the chargin of all the people who took that mechanics midterm with me. Me walking out of there, grinning at people in what might of appeared to be a threatening manner due to the usual expectations of people coming out of a somewhat tough midterm (downcast, muttering about unfairness, "broken and shattered" in the words of the Sergui).
But not me. Me sitting there going "I think I passed that." With a silly grin on my face, while people look on in disbelief.
I am feeling awesome. Now if only I had someone to share my happiness with. Then my slice of life would surely rival any paradise you'd care to name for the title of "Most Blissful Paradigm".