No 2D, No Friendship, No College, it's still gonna be High School for me. Fuck this fucking shit, I'm starting not to believe in God, and while saying that, I'm thinking about burning in hell. Why doesn't he just fucking show up. Hopefully the Bible codes were right or fuck it. But while saying that, I hope they are not right. My future is starting to shape a little, but it's all plans for now. Big plans. People who know me, ohh guess who that is, should know, but they don't know. There is lots of eyes looking at me right now, to start off the "Big Plans". It's not too hard to do, so I hope the Family Business get's off of it's ass. After I finish my 6 month High School, I will ask for the immunity 0.5 Credit that I never got. The Vice Principal said, she'll take care of it. After that, I'm fucking hopefully gone to Poland, to at least imagine the Big Plans, I got for that piece of shit town.
I went for a job, custodian, last week or something, shit knows, and I didn't want it, cuz they pay too little ($10/Hour). Mom's Birthday is on 25th. I am going to do something, something like, go to sleep forget about it. Then the day before, buy a card, and maybe put together some poem or a song, cuz she said she wants to hear me "sing". I gotta buy my beautiful St.Joes Uniform, which I like very very much. Black Pants, White Shirt, Black Shoes. It's a fucking good Uniform...Smart School...Considering what other schools gotta wear, HAHAHAHA.
I am not downloading anything else. That's it I'm Done. I have everything in my library. Games, Movies, Magic, How to do Magic, Documentaries, "Secret Tapes" (not Porn), I don't have Porn. I've got Family Guy, Mindfreak, Walking With Dinosaurs, Educational, everything from, "Banned from the Bible" to "Global Dimming", to "What is Stupidity", to "The Human Face" "Next Market Crash" "Parallel Universes" "Secrets of levitation" (The Real one lol...) Basically all the Educational books put on Video. THANK YOU BBC. THANK YOU IMAX. Discovery, History Channel.
I am getting a MBNA Platinum Plus MasterCard, cuz I Have to build my Credit. I am planning on getting a Life Insurance, you wouldn't laugh if you knew how it all works. Basically, I am going to finish this school shit, start off the business, and if it does Start, I will go finish schools, if it starts off too good, I might not go at all, but that's stupid. And if it doesn't start...THEN FORGET I EVER EXISTED, because, then what, Parents are getting old, how am I gona do it, gotta put that money to Poland, because all that cut up wood, can stand there for another 2 years Tops, not any time longer. Then fucking say goodbye to memories and bury the house, and Build a New one. If I get tired of this piece of shit Country,(ONTARIO), that is where I will depart.
BTW...that Trojan or w/e, that was writting by itself, I think it has stopped, haven't experienced it in couple of days now. I am also going to record some songs, while having my 6 Months of School. I think I'm lucky, I get to fuck around more, and think about how am I going to get it all started.
I have read Skeletal's Journal, mother fucker got my blood boiling with, not so much the picture he drew, but what he wrote, "His Neck is Still on a Line" or some shit like that...ohhhhhh !! FUCKing Piece of !!.... Almost recorded a song, so bad, Christian Rap, would Collapse under it's ass, if that's possible.
It was raining Hard Today, 2 out of 3 Warehouses, we work in were Flooded. Canadian Tire Testing Facility, and where they make the Fucking Make up for all these whores. Fuck too bad Michael wasn't driving with his little fucking bike while it was raining so it would sweep him away. Not having him as a friend is as good as having him dead. What ever tha fuck that means, I hope I wrote it right. Anyway, he's going to College, gonna be more Numb then ever, soon we won't even see eachother, we will meet 10 years in the future, Mike wearing glasses cuz he blind, me...well, just let me see.
I've got God's grace of being stupid which gave me an extra 6 Months. Hopefully it will be all good here in this House. Natalie is the cause of evil in me and all around. Fucking mother yelling at David, because of Natalie's act on which David acted upon and did a bad act. I say kill the root of evil: NATALIE !. Mother tried to hit David, He's hiding behind me, he didn't want to eat soup. Mother Yelling, he's crying, she tried to get him, MOTHER FUCKER...When I got UP !, I started cursing at her like and old man, said to fucking leave him alone, and fuck up Natalie more, (basically in a nut shell). I think she got the message cuz now she's yelling at Natalie too, and isn't so fucking nice to her anymore. Fucking shit, parents working, kids bullshitting, it's not good for my parents. Not good for anyone. Anyway David had to eat the soup, after my dad got his well known "nervous attack" and told him to eat. I didn't swear at him, cuz David needs to learn some Discipline too. Grandpa is too a fucking hungry monster, bothering my mother every time, cuz all he does is peek into the Kitchen if anyone is there and eat. Fuck. I love this house...only if people showed some love. God make us love one another...God? GOD !!...are u there...are u ANYWHERE?....
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Oh Yea...AND I LOVE THIS FUCKING MUSIC...What is it ?? I say What is it ??? RRRRRRRooooooooooCCCCCCCCCCCCkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk ! !!! ! ! !! ! !....fucking Rap is starting to BORE ME.... ------->> KoRn, Linkin Park, Jack Off Jill, Biff Naked, Kittie, Nirvana, Kid Rock, AC/DC, 10CC, Kiss and go on go on, so fucking good, KoRn is pretty much at the Top there, I can't say for now, there is Massive Attack too, Finger Eleven, Marilyn Manson, System of a Down, Judas Priest, Killers... Holly fuck, KoRn Comes on top, I'll see about the rest. Thinking of selling some rap cd's for Rock !!!. David and Natalie seem to enjoy it, a lot, Rocking like crazy. Now gotta see what these rockers wear, can't be clothes on my back Rap, Music Rock. lol...Peace Out. I've been Converted. Now I seem to give a FUCK LESS about anything, but appear to have a more allerted Mind. right...w/e that means.
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And I know what a fucking "bang" is Skeletal. Read ur fucking Comment, if u want. Cuz Complete Bullshitt, at the beginning of my "The End of the World" did not get to you, but bang bein' not heard in space, ohhh look who's ear it reached. I don't give a fuck. ok. good. And the Reason 2D Split up is not Stupid, only something else is.