It's Like I'm Learning to Breathe Again...
Hello, Good Morning! How are you?
What makes your rising sun so new?
I could use a fresh beginning too
all of my regrets are up to you.
I'm learning to breathe,
I'm learning to crawl,
I'm finding that you and you alone could break my fall.
I'm living again awake and alive,
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies.
Sometimes the christian bands have it all said.
I'm heads over heels and i totally understand why.
Today was completely boring.
Minus the few moments of laughter on the telephone.
Nothing really got done.
But I didn't take my usual nap at 4:30.
I feel weird, and tired.
and can't wait for the band concert.
I'm excited about my solo.
and other stuff *haha*.
I like waking up with a smile on my face.
It's nice to be happy for once.
And it's hard to believe that the one thing I've been praying so hard to have is finally here. I almost don't know what to do with it. Let alone it has to be the one person I couldn't have chosen any better. It's been more than three years since we first began this cycle, and now it's complete. Well for now at least. It's overwhelming, but in a good way.
And like Derek said, back in the day when dinosaurs ruled the day and people were mildly douche-y, "I have the power to call everything off right now, but I don't want to. I don't think i could."
I don't want to be that scaredy person I was in past relationships and messed up perfectly good friendships by being that scared person. I've ended perfectly good relationships and it was all for nothing. I hope at least I've grown enough in these years since my last god relationship to have another one. This time, I feel it's different. There's still that scared feeling, but I think I can deal.
Tomorrow should be great.
Not great. Amazing.
But that cheerleader better not try anything.
I have legal right to officially kick his ass if he tries anything.
That makes me happy too.
I can start loppin jaws now.
Mmm. Lets put on our Gangsta hats D-rock, it's Niggafication time, NNNNNNNUUUUUCCCKKKKAAAAAAAAA!
and yes, you all can read that.
It's cool with me.
What makes your rising sun so new?
I could use a fresh beginning too
all of my regrets are up to you.
I'm learning to breathe,
I'm learning to crawl,
I'm finding that you and you alone could break my fall.
I'm living again awake and alive,
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies.
Sometimes the christian bands have it all said.
I'm heads over heels and i totally understand why.
Today was completely boring.
Minus the few moments of laughter on the telephone.
Nothing really got done.
But I didn't take my usual nap at 4:30.
I feel weird, and tired.
and can't wait for the band concert.
I'm excited about my solo.
and other stuff *haha*.
I like waking up with a smile on my face.
It's nice to be happy for once.
And it's hard to believe that the one thing I've been praying so hard to have is finally here. I almost don't know what to do with it. Let alone it has to be the one person I couldn't have chosen any better. It's been more than three years since we first began this cycle, and now it's complete. Well for now at least. It's overwhelming, but in a good way.
And like Derek said, back in the day when dinosaurs ruled the day and people were mildly douche-y, "I have the power to call everything off right now, but I don't want to. I don't think i could."
I don't want to be that scaredy person I was in past relationships and messed up perfectly good friendships by being that scared person. I've ended perfectly good relationships and it was all for nothing. I hope at least I've grown enough in these years since my last god relationship to have another one. This time, I feel it's different. There's still that scared feeling, but I think I can deal.
Tomorrow should be great.
Not great. Amazing.
But that cheerleader better not try anything.
I have legal right to officially kick his ass if he tries anything.
That makes me happy too.
I can start loppin jaws now.
Mmm. Lets put on our Gangsta hats D-rock, it's Niggafication time, NNNNNNNUUUUUCCCKKKKAAAAAAAAA!
and yes, you all can read that.
It's cool with me.