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I've never regretted having her around until you had me hear that song.
Now, it's on repeat, I'm refusing to sleep because my mind is racing.
I work in 4 hours. I've already slept four.
I don't feel bad, but I don't think of myself as the saint I thought I was.
I see how fragile I am; the sunlight through every crack.
She's never said anything to make me feel...
I can't even say, really. It's been so long. I don't remember how I felt.
I just remember where I felt it and went from there.
I don't need her anymore. She's right where she needs to be in my life.
You, however, keep floating from side to side. But you're in the middle
of friend and love; It feels natural for me to love you.
Which is why it's hard for me to get over or forget about you.
I remember how you make me feel. Every time you say something to me,
Or I to you, my heart races. Even if it's nothing controversial,
I just get nervous.
I remember the day before I went home to you. I was antsy in the airport.
I barely slept on the couch when I did get home.
I made sure I didn't smell bad, brushed my teeth, freshened up, and even washed my face.
I wanted to impress you. I still want to impress you.
I want to show you that I can change, that I'm capable of fixing my mistakes
and never having it happen again.
If it were anyone else, I don't think I'd be this open to just changing myself.
But you... You're important to me. Ever since the first time you bumped into me,
ever since the ice cream incident, ever since that october mall incident,
since the time we briefly officially dated incident, and even now, you're important.
I'm gonna take it slow, and see how we patch things up while I depend on myself for my own smiles.
I see myself in you. That's what I see. Someone that I can identify with, regardless of circumstances.
I see a beautiful face that makes me praise God each and every morning that she's alive.
I see someone I wish I didn't screw up my chances with.
Wow. Songs.
Now, it's on repeat, I'm refusing to sleep because my mind is racing.
I work in 4 hours. I've already slept four.
I don't feel bad, but I don't think of myself as the saint I thought I was.
I see how fragile I am; the sunlight through every crack.
She's never said anything to make me feel...
I can't even say, really. It's been so long. I don't remember how I felt.
I just remember where I felt it and went from there.
I don't need her anymore. She's right where she needs to be in my life.
You, however, keep floating from side to side. But you're in the middle
of friend and love; It feels natural for me to love you.
Which is why it's hard for me to get over or forget about you.
I remember how you make me feel. Every time you say something to me,
Or I to you, my heart races. Even if it's nothing controversial,
I just get nervous.
I remember the day before I went home to you. I was antsy in the airport.
I barely slept on the couch when I did get home.
I made sure I didn't smell bad, brushed my teeth, freshened up, and even washed my face.
I wanted to impress you. I still want to impress you.
I want to show you that I can change, that I'm capable of fixing my mistakes
and never having it happen again.
If it were anyone else, I don't think I'd be this open to just changing myself.
But you... You're important to me. Ever since the first time you bumped into me,
ever since the ice cream incident, ever since that october mall incident,
since the time we briefly officially dated incident, and even now, you're important.
I'm gonna take it slow, and see how we patch things up while I depend on myself for my own smiles.
I see myself in you. That's what I see. Someone that I can identify with, regardless of circumstances.
I see a beautiful face that makes me praise God each and every morning that she's alive.
I see someone I wish I didn't screw up my chances with.
Wow. Songs.