You Kissed Me Like An Overdramatic Actor, Who's Starving For Work
I tried to leave you this on the space, but it wouldn't let me, so I'll leave it here in hopes that you'll read it one day soon:
'i know there isn't much I can do or say to even try and make you feel better, but I'll at least try.
but I don't know what to say, or even how to say it.
but you know if theres anything you need or if you just wanna sit down and talk I'll push everything out of the way for you and give you all the time in the world.
And I know I'm not much of a phone person, but please if you need me, call my dorm number, and if I'm there, I'll pick up.
And btw, i love you.
alot.
Annnnnd, I cut my toe making cake."
I dunno if its me or the fact that we haven't had more than 20 lines of script to each other, but I feel like I'm fighting the losing battle with the end of the war right behind me. I couldn't win you if I knew all the secrets of women at my disposal, because, dispite how I feel towards you, or how you feel towards me, that we just won't have that time for another few years.
a year and a half, to be exact-ish.
And no matter which way I fall off this mountain, I'm going to break something. Girls may come and go, by there is only one you, and I kinda hoped that you would stay.
And don't pretend you've never been there.
And possibly I'm writing to keep my heart safe. I guess if I kep you updated I won't have to think about it later because it's already out there. You've always said that you care what I have to say, so I know you'll listen once you sit down and get here. But I also care what you have to say, whatever is it, wherever it comes from. We could sit and talk about the boil on your pinky toe for hours if you wanted to and I wouldn't care any less.
I was always told to love everyone equally, and when someone stood out, I was to love them especially more. And for a girl who always lies behind the scenes, you stood out to me. I don't really know why, but I thought you were beautiful from the first moment I saw you, even if you never said anything more than numbers at the time.
Take back everything you ever said.
You never meant a word of it. You never did.
Take back everything you said.
You never meant a word of it. You never did.
She said 'Alright, Alright, slow down!"
Oh no, oh no, we won't.
'Cause I regret every thing that I said
To ever make her feel like she was something special,
Or that she ever really mattered.
Or did she ever really matter?
Maybe if I weren't so 'me' back then we could've stared all this alot earlier.
I miss you an awful lot and I hope that today isn't too hard on you, I know how much it means to you. I'm on the edge of tears now, so instead of writing a paper, I'm going to take a nap and get rid of my tears.
You know that I love you. And it won't change. No matter what.
Hollywood hills and suburban thrills,
hey you, who are you kidding?
I'm not like them. I won't buy in.
'i know there isn't much I can do or say to even try and make you feel better, but I'll at least try.
but I don't know what to say, or even how to say it.
but you know if theres anything you need or if you just wanna sit down and talk I'll push everything out of the way for you and give you all the time in the world.
And I know I'm not much of a phone person, but please if you need me, call my dorm number, and if I'm there, I'll pick up.
And btw, i love you.
alot.
Annnnnd, I cut my toe making cake."
I dunno if its me or the fact that we haven't had more than 20 lines of script to each other, but I feel like I'm fighting the losing battle with the end of the war right behind me. I couldn't win you if I knew all the secrets of women at my disposal, because, dispite how I feel towards you, or how you feel towards me, that we just won't have that time for another few years.
a year and a half, to be exact-ish.
And no matter which way I fall off this mountain, I'm going to break something. Girls may come and go, by there is only one you, and I kinda hoped that you would stay.
And don't pretend you've never been there.
And possibly I'm writing to keep my heart safe. I guess if I kep you updated I won't have to think about it later because it's already out there. You've always said that you care what I have to say, so I know you'll listen once you sit down and get here. But I also care what you have to say, whatever is it, wherever it comes from. We could sit and talk about the boil on your pinky toe for hours if you wanted to and I wouldn't care any less.
I was always told to love everyone equally, and when someone stood out, I was to love them especially more. And for a girl who always lies behind the scenes, you stood out to me. I don't really know why, but I thought you were beautiful from the first moment I saw you, even if you never said anything more than numbers at the time.
Take back everything you ever said.
You never meant a word of it. You never did.
Take back everything you said.
You never meant a word of it. You never did.
She said 'Alright, Alright, slow down!"
Oh no, oh no, we won't.
'Cause I regret every thing that I said
To ever make her feel like she was something special,
Or that she ever really mattered.
Or did she ever really matter?
Maybe if I weren't so 'me' back then we could've stared all this alot earlier.
I miss you an awful lot and I hope that today isn't too hard on you, I know how much it means to you. I'm on the edge of tears now, so instead of writing a paper, I'm going to take a nap and get rid of my tears.
You know that I love you. And it won't change. No matter what.
Hollywood hills and suburban thrills,
hey you, who are you kidding?
I'm not like them. I won't buy in.