Oct 26, 2006 09:45
I think I feel conflicted.
I'm not sure if it's the stomach, or all the tossing and turning and lack of sleep,
but I've got something on my mind, and for once, I don't know how to express it.
I do want to go find a nice college girl and party a few times,
y'know, get the whole experience.
But, theres this something holding me back.
I'm not sure if it's the desire to be with Shieanne
or something Rebecca said saturday about me changing,
but I feel unable to take that daring step into this bigger social crowd.
I'm standing on the outside of something huge with my hand in another crowd.
Bah, I just need some sleep. I'm thinking too much.
It's nothing, right?
Just tell me I'm sleepy and I'll shut up.
shieanne,
thoughts,
rebecca,
love,
college,
life