Prescription For the Nighttime Flurries.
I stare at my ceiling every night before I finally drift off to sleep.
And all I can think about is how much I hate that you are so far away.
My sister tells me that if it happens, it'll happen. Go find yourself a nice college girl and have some fun.
I look myself in the mirror sometimes and think about which I want more;
a college girl - some preppy, overly-sophistocated girl who doesn't know her left from her right.
or you. The one person I can't stop thinking about, the one person that I know understands me.
The one person, that with one glance, can make my insides quiver.
"Everything is more beautiful when you're doomed. You're never more beautiful than you are now."
And so far, me, just lying there on my bed thinking about you, as I prepare for another year of my life to pass, I have one thing to say.
I'm grateful that you've been such a big part of my life. I remember how it was without you, and I never want to go back there again. If you and I never make the jump to be together, I at least want you in my life. But, as for right now, I'm going to follow what I'm feeling, and hopefully, in the long run... wait, no.
In the long run, we'll make it.
And now, here I go, back to my ceiling.
And all I can think about is how much I hate that you are so far away.
My sister tells me that if it happens, it'll happen. Go find yourself a nice college girl and have some fun.
I look myself in the mirror sometimes and think about which I want more;
a college girl - some preppy, overly-sophistocated girl who doesn't know her left from her right.
or you. The one person I can't stop thinking about, the one person that I know understands me.
The one person, that with one glance, can make my insides quiver.
"Everything is more beautiful when you're doomed. You're never more beautiful than you are now."
And so far, me, just lying there on my bed thinking about you, as I prepare for another year of my life to pass, I have one thing to say.
I'm grateful that you've been such a big part of my life. I remember how it was without you, and I never want to go back there again. If you and I never make the jump to be together, I at least want you in my life. But, as for right now, I'm going to follow what I'm feeling, and hopefully, in the long run... wait, no.
In the long run, we'll make it.
And now, here I go, back to my ceiling.