Two For Two Decide To Label Me the 'Soulmate'

[mc_peepants06]

I've come to you
and shown what I could do for you.
This isn't tug of war
And I'm not going to pull for you.

I see myself as the hourglass,
she is the sand that keeps me useful.
But without her I am just a bottle,
a bottle with nothing to give back.

So simple does it seem so sit and wait
and be patient with the world.
But it all melts away when you close your eyes
hoping everyday for a nice surprise.

I won't make it fail
and I can't let it succeed.
To be strung up in two decisions
forced my fiction of decrees;

To live and let love
or to be safe and alone with the time.
To grow and be together old,
to be yours, and forever mine.

I spend today and yesterday at Derek's with Derek and David.
We spent tuesday at the Gym with Alexa
and ended up upon Paige at South Park.
We played lots of basketball
and I eventually became sick for it.

Found Quinn at her house and went for You, Me, and Dupree
which was alright.
It was nice to see her again.
She looked fantastic, if I say so myself.

I thought alot about how I hate waiting for that special someone to come to me, even with all the confirming influences from both sides.
I realized that this is out of my hands, and all I have to do is wait until it becomes right again.

Waiting is the hardest thing I want to do right now.
It's the only thing I have to do;
Sometimes I ask myself if it will be worth all of this pain that I'm enduring from my subconscious.

I'm desperately hoping that it is.
Please be worth it.