ARRRRRG!!!
Men frustrate the HELL! out of me. I met Justin way back when I was still with Jono...and we hooked up immeadiately after that relationship ended. And it was awesome, because he knew the last thing I wanted was a serious relationship...and I knew he didn't want one either. And he's one of the most honest and mature person when it comes to talking about things. Then Justin pulled a disappearing act for january freaking all of his friends out, me included. I finally got a hold of him a week ago, and then after an amazingly stressfull week he ran into a friend of ours on saturday and started to think about me and the week I'd had and was so sweet to surprise me and spend the weekend with me. We partied all weekend though, and he told me to call him so we could spend some actual time together tonight, so I call, and I knew I should have called last night...and his phone's off. Again. Which means he's over at another girls place...which doesn't bug me in general, if I want that freedom, he's got to have it too, it just pisses me off that he does it when he tells me he's freeing up time for me. AND he knows that I know that if I called him last night like I wanted to this wouldn't have happened.
Grrr. Vent... You see the main problem is that Justin and I really like each other but KNOW we can't do the committment thing right now. Last time I went away for a weekend, before xmas with B. he was really upset, but ugh. ugh ugh ugh.
On top of this Marco hasn't called, he's my gay bestest friend in the world. We went through major trauma this week on wednesday...we got attacked by this psycho who's been in the scene here in vic for years...and both of us are still pretty stressed out. And I have a lot of things to do to get everything ready for E.O. II, i don't have a graphics program on this computer and I need the flyers by friday.
Gah.
Oh well, at least we have a good lineup this week at the bar,
Wed - Battle of the Bands
Thurs - Intimate Pre-Party with Mykee, Jarhead, Desibel, Chronik-Al, Psychi, Rekon
Fri - Mix it Up with Mykee, Carson, DJ What, Xavier, D-Set
Sat - Return of Krinjah
Sun - So Called with Dirtee Deeds, E-N and More
plus jono's going to play next thursday and then in march we've got Subfocus and... PENDULUM!!!!!!!!
I'm done promoting now.....ciao