My mouth spouts lies I'm unaware of

Aug 03, 2004 10:49

i'm feeling rather tired of being made to feel bad for things I really shouldn't. I've spent a lot of money lately I shouldn't have and feel I can't spend any more, yet must be told quite impolitely that I SHOULD spend more money than I can at the moment. If no one is aware, on top of the $30 i've spent on food for Gill's party, the fact i'll have to at least buy Melissa something for her birthday, and the fact I owe people massive sums of money for a) Residence, b) tuition, c) Natalie's birthday gift which costs me $35, and d) i also happen to be saving money so that I can actually see my mother this christmas, it's called planes to England.

So please don't passively sit there and try to make me feel guilty for this because i'm NOT in the financial situation to do so right now, if you would like me to explain everything, give you reciepts, or show you my budget for the year, feel free, but the fact that my word doesn't seem to be good enough for quite a few people lately, I guess I'm just lying through my teeth no matter what i'm saying.

PS: I haven't bought a new CD since March. And that was with gift certificates from Christmas.
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