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Things have been pretty rough the past couple weeks. I started therapy back. Not for the "usual" reasons. Just for other inner issues I'm trying to work on. After talking about the way I had been feeling, Mike started off by pointing out the good things as far as not having any "episodes" *rolls eyes*, being more mature and level headed about so many different things (by no means am I mature, but anyone that had known me for a while has seen a huge change and has seen that I've grown a lot, so yay for me! haha), then came the bad. But, it's all going to be okay.
Then the weekend came and my grandparents came in from Texas. I love them so much and was excited to see them. This will more than likely be the last time I see them. Grandpa's health is pretty bad, and Grandma's alzheimer's is pretty bad. Thankfully, she was better than I thought she would be, still some rough moments and it made me very sad to see them that way.
Then this week, I've had kidney stones, which was more painful than anything I had ever experienced and I even had them last year, too. Robbie took me to the ER and stayed with me, thank God. They finally gave me an IV for that stuff to keep you from being nauseous and morphine and something else, I was knocked the fuck out, and when I would wake up, not really know I was at the hospital, but the pain was so bad not even all that took it away. So Robbie stayed with me that night, wouldn't let me get up, except to pee 5 billion times.
Friday, God awful, won't go into that, but things are looking up.
I was on call for work this morning (which don't get my started on how ridiculous that is) and of course I get called in at 9am after not having gone to bed until 5 and then getting no better than an hour of sleep. I mostly blame that on Robbie snoring and kicking me in his sleep. :) So I get up to go to work and Bet is like "You don't need to go in, just go back to bed". I wish she wouldn't have said that, it was too tempting. Haha.
The only good thing about work is I'm getting $1 raise and I get my bonus now. I'm still not sure if it's worth it.
Then the weekend came and my grandparents came in from Texas. I love them so much and was excited to see them. This will more than likely be the last time I see them. Grandpa's health is pretty bad, and Grandma's alzheimer's is pretty bad. Thankfully, she was better than I thought she would be, still some rough moments and it made me very sad to see them that way.
Then this week, I've had kidney stones, which was more painful than anything I had ever experienced and I even had them last year, too. Robbie took me to the ER and stayed with me, thank God. They finally gave me an IV for that stuff to keep you from being nauseous and morphine and something else, I was knocked the fuck out, and when I would wake up, not really know I was at the hospital, but the pain was so bad not even all that took it away. So Robbie stayed with me that night, wouldn't let me get up, except to pee 5 billion times.
Friday, God awful, won't go into that, but things are looking up.
I was on call for work this morning (which don't get my started on how ridiculous that is) and of course I get called in at 9am after not having gone to bed until 5 and then getting no better than an hour of sleep. I mostly blame that on Robbie snoring and kicking me in his sleep. :) So I get up to go to work and Bet is like "You don't need to go in, just go back to bed". I wish she wouldn't have said that, it was too tempting. Haha.
The only good thing about work is I'm getting $1 raise and I get my bonus now. I'm still not sure if it's worth it.