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Last night was very odd...I felt very empty and alone... I think I know why, too. I was surrounded by more Stevens people. I don't know why my school depresses me so much. I mean, I know this school is "good for a tech school", but it really sucks socially(compared to "real" schools). I don't even know if I would fit in in that "real school" atmosphere, this may be where my personality fits best. None-the-less, I am longing for the experiences I am missing. It's weird...I am longing for something I don't know the first thing about. For instance...last night at Miss Kitty's...I am one who gets up early...most in the group didn't need to. Yet, come 2am...everyone in my group had left, the last of whom didn't even mention they were going. Just looked over, and they were gone. That right there will make you feel lonely. And it did. Luckily I ran into some friends on the way back and had a couple laughs...Saw Hippie Sarah, who I hadn't seen in an while and talked to Eva, who I hadn't ever had a direct conversation with before. Then I talked to Ellen, who I have missed the last couple days with her being away. Then bed...sleep.