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ok so the past few days have been odd to say the least.
i have recently rediscovered an appreciation for the people who care about me; i mean really care about me. i just have some of the most amazing people in my life that will drop everything they are doing just to make sure im ok. because i know that i dont say it nearly enough, thank you so much for everything you do for me. if you ever need anything from me dont be afraid to ask. because i honestly dont know where i would be, or how i would get by without you...you keep my head above water, so thank you.
i know that a lot of times i make a lot of things about me, even when they shouldnt be....thank you so much for dealing with that and being there for me anyways. and thank you for letting me yell at you, even when you dont deserve it....and for understanding when i am really being serious. thank you for letting me be mad at you when i have no right to be mad....and sometimes i give you a hard time just to be difficult...thank you for taking it. thank you for making me smile all the time. thank you for being there for me when i need someone to talk to, or a shoulder to cry on, or just someone to calm me down and tell me everything is going to be ok. thank you for just keeping me close and safe. there just is no way to express just how greatful and lucky i am to have that in my life. i really do appreciate it even if i dont show it all the time.
and to those people who act nice to me, but always leave me out of things, or forget about me...well, im not sure what to say. i dont know how else to make you understand that it really bothers me, and it hurts. you wonder why ive been doing my own thing lately, well thats why. you wont go out of your way to make sure im taken care of, even if i do go out of my way for you. dont worry cause i have people in my life that will.
thats it for now i think
i have recently rediscovered an appreciation for the people who care about me; i mean really care about me. i just have some of the most amazing people in my life that will drop everything they are doing just to make sure im ok. because i know that i dont say it nearly enough, thank you so much for everything you do for me. if you ever need anything from me dont be afraid to ask. because i honestly dont know where i would be, or how i would get by without you...you keep my head above water, so thank you.
i know that a lot of times i make a lot of things about me, even when they shouldnt be....thank you so much for dealing with that and being there for me anyways. and thank you for letting me yell at you, even when you dont deserve it....and for understanding when i am really being serious. thank you for letting me be mad at you when i have no right to be mad....and sometimes i give you a hard time just to be difficult...thank you for taking it. thank you for making me smile all the time. thank you for being there for me when i need someone to talk to, or a shoulder to cry on, or just someone to calm me down and tell me everything is going to be ok. thank you for just keeping me close and safe. there just is no way to express just how greatful and lucky i am to have that in my life. i really do appreciate it even if i dont show it all the time.
and to those people who act nice to me, but always leave me out of things, or forget about me...well, im not sure what to say. i dont know how else to make you understand that it really bothers me, and it hurts. you wonder why ive been doing my own thing lately, well thats why. you wont go out of your way to make sure im taken care of, even if i do go out of my way for you. dont worry cause i have people in my life that will.
thats it for now i think