so I wrote
NOTE: I got rid of most of the entries that had to do with me. Mostly because I think the time we spent together was unhealthy and neither of us could have gotten out of it with a good slate of mental health.
but this entry meant alot to both of us and it's one of your poems. I can't abide destroying art even if it is really, really ridiculous.
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a big as fucking long post and lost it
just ask me and I'll show it to you
because I wrote it before i typed it
idky but that's how the muse takes me
edit:
I'll give it another shot:
it was titled Deconstruction Cliffhanger
that's still the title
It's not time for destruction
it's time for deconstruction
tear down these walls
and watch as it all falls
down to the ground
a crumbling mess
falling apart
and then you just regress
back to a place that's safe and warm
protect yourself
stay away from harm
deconstruct it down
into a safer hall
you know the tower of babel had to fall
and from the stones you can build a wall
high to the sky
but not that high
use those pieces
(re) build a strong foundation
rebuild and build a stronger foundation
take what you had
and where you started
is where you end
another good chance to try again
rolling down hill
to the top of a mountain
to the edge of a cliff
and you dive off it throw yourself off it
but your cliff hanger
is there and saves you
like a parachute
she takes you down gently
she saves your life
and then you can start again
roll up your sleaves again
roll up the down slope
but she's with you now
(be) 'tween the two of you
you carry the bricks
building on/up that foundation
to protect yourself
build a casbah
and live.
life.
safe.
-ly
with
HeR
Idk why her is HeR but that's how I wrote it in the notebook, so I wrote it like that here.
the red is stuff I added this (the third) time writing it. maybe read it without the red, then with?
Idk what most of this means or alludes to, but some of it we know.
but this entry meant alot to both of us and it's one of your poems. I can't abide destroying art even if it is really, really ridiculous.
---------------------
a big as fucking long post and lost it
just ask me and I'll show it to you
because I wrote it before i typed it
idky but that's how the muse takes me
edit:
I'll give it another shot:
it was titled Deconstruction Cliffhanger
that's still the title
It's not time for destruction
it's time for deconstruction
tear down these walls
and watch as it all falls
down to the ground
a crumbling mess
falling apart
and then you just regress
back to a place that's safe and warm
protect yourself
stay away from harm
deconstruct it down
into a safer hall
you know the tower of babel had to fall
and from the stones you can build a wall
high to the sky
but not that high
use those pieces
(re) build a strong foundation
rebuild and build a stronger foundation
take what you had
and where you started
is where you end
another good chance to try again
rolling down hill
to the top of a mountain
to the edge of a cliff
and you dive off it throw yourself off it
but your cliff hanger
is there and saves you
like a parachute
she takes you down gently
she saves your life
and then you can start again
roll up your sleaves again
roll up the down slope
but she's with you now
(be) 'tween the two of you
you carry the bricks
building on/up that foundation
to protect yourself
build a casbah
and live.
life.
safe.
-ly
with
HeR
Idk why her is HeR but that's how I wrote it in the notebook, so I wrote it like that here.
the red is stuff I added this (the third) time writing it. maybe read it without the red, then with?
Idk what most of this means or alludes to, but some of it we know.