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[mbwmafioso]

do you know what its like to have two people you care about yelling at you for being such a fuck up?

i need so many things..
rehab
therapy

so much is wrong with me...
bipolar
ocd (getting bad)
depression
adhd

i want to change but i cant
ive tried
i cant do it on my own..
i just cant....

im sorry for letting you down or making you feel like shit-
you of all people should know that it wasn't my intentions....

and im sorry.

i need out of la... i need a new start.. a new city, a new school, new friends...

dear santa,
for christmas, i want a friend to help me.

love,
cameron