Feb 06, 2005 21:17
Why do guys have to be so difficult, or maybe their not, maybe there "just not that into you". In any case, things dont have to be so confusing. I mean with guys, all could be going great, and you'll be seeing each other for a while and then all of a sudden you wont hear from him for like 5 days, and your like...what's going on? i thought everything was ok? In any case, I'm just going to let things ride, and enjoy myself, and the non commitment, things are easier that way, when you dont have all of those expectations. It's good not to rush into things I guess....to be committed could get annoying anyway, I guess it's good to know someone before you do that.
Well school is going well, it's hard as hell but it's going ok so far. I'm really going to buckle down and try to get mostly A's this semester. I'm thinking it will be easier than the fall because there wont be so many distractions to get you off track, it's focus time for me.
We go on our first tourney this coming weekend, and I can't imagine what it's going to be like, things are going to fly by once we start traveling. I'm just so rundown and tired right now, and for some reason I feel really repetitive right now, like I've said this all so many times before. But I guess I can't help but to bitch and moan right now....I just need a really big break for the time being, I wish I could get away for a while, or just have like a while week off from school...I mean the softball really isn't all that bad, but when you combine it with school, it's almost impossible to manage your time. I feel like I have so many things to do, and not enough hours in the day to do it. Well I'm out for now, time for me to study, and get some things done. I'm crossing my fingers for my first aviation test on tuesday!!!