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tomorrow morning i am leaving for disneyland with carlo and his family. im somewhat apprehensive because my parents were kinda hesitant to let me go, but they did...and im thankful for that...so the excitement of me going to disneyland that i had before isnt there compared to all those other times ive been to the happiest place on earth. maybe because in the back of my mind i know my parents were iffy on me going and its going to destroy the fun out of it..but then again i am with one of my favorite people in the world, my boyfriend..so im torn and confused.
on the other hand i had a wonderful lunch/dinner date with criselda,mare,and katrina. loved every minute of it...i love doing the girl talk thing without any boys! it was great...almost felt like sex and the city minus the fabulous ny background and the alcohol drinks and the fabulous clothes and maybe the resturant because we ate at texas roadhouse. okay..so it want sex and the city esq but it almost was....
2 more weeks till school starts. apparently this is going to be the hardest semester of my college life because there are more lab skills to learn and more patients to take care of. but i am up for the challenge.
work.what can i say about work. i either hate working in the hospital or i love it. i hate dealing with death of a patient. the whole process still scares me. apparently when i work im supposed to help the nurses clean the decesed body and put them in the bag and bring them to the morgue and everything. but there is a part of me that isnt ready to do any of that because death is one of my biggest fears and i get "overclemped." when someone passes away. but i guess im glad that i am getting the expereince now but i just wish i had experienced it with my friends or my fellow classmates.
now i must enjoy what is left over of my fabulous summer. a whole lot better than last years!! hahahha! last year i was ooberly EMO bc my boyfriend and i had a break..but now were fabulous and everything is great and happy...finally...i have been through hell and back with this boy and i am finally at a point where i am happy. finally. okay time for me to go..imma sleep now. good night loves!!
marjorie
on the other hand i had a wonderful lunch/dinner date with criselda,mare,and katrina. loved every minute of it...i love doing the girl talk thing without any boys! it was great...almost felt like sex and the city minus the fabulous ny background and the alcohol drinks and the fabulous clothes and maybe the resturant because we ate at texas roadhouse. okay..so it want sex and the city esq but it almost was....
2 more weeks till school starts. apparently this is going to be the hardest semester of my college life because there are more lab skills to learn and more patients to take care of. but i am up for the challenge.
work.what can i say about work. i either hate working in the hospital or i love it. i hate dealing with death of a patient. the whole process still scares me. apparently when i work im supposed to help the nurses clean the decesed body and put them in the bag and bring them to the morgue and everything. but there is a part of me that isnt ready to do any of that because death is one of my biggest fears and i get "overclemped." when someone passes away. but i guess im glad that i am getting the expereince now but i just wish i had experienced it with my friends or my fellow classmates.
now i must enjoy what is left over of my fabulous summer. a whole lot better than last years!! hahahha! last year i was ooberly EMO bc my boyfriend and i had a break..but now were fabulous and everything is great and happy...finally...i have been through hell and back with this boy and i am finally at a point where i am happy. finally. okay time for me to go..imma sleep now. good night loves!!
marjorie