wghaoihw!~a!
akldsjfhnty!
whatoi;alkjdsf !
ao;sidljknvroiuuengn!
oh, the varieties of () experience.
what was that? the groove? the energy? can you feel it? throat singing in the shower, hours of crying to ray charles, watching the sunrise, holding a stick in my mouth, not wanting to eat, not sleeping and intensity for 44 hours. seeing too much, noticing too much, reading minds, letting emily distract me. trying to build my drum, going to rosh hashanah, cooking dinner and having community in my house, getting sick, rain, colors.
and now; reading the SexCo reading, I am excited by my potential for sexual potency, excited by abstinence, excited by noticing what I want, staying determined in pursuing that, not letting anyone make me think it is wrong, or weird, not letting anyone disempower me, letting random scribbled lines turn into vaginas, thinking about prophets, leaders, alpha males, self indulgence, energy blockages, unsettledness, getting the most of interactions.
sleep.
whatoi;alkjdsf !
ao;sidljknvroiuuengn!
oh, the varieties of () experience.
what was that? the groove? the energy? can you feel it? throat singing in the shower, hours of crying to ray charles, watching the sunrise, holding a stick in my mouth, not wanting to eat, not sleeping and intensity for 44 hours. seeing too much, noticing too much, reading minds, letting emily distract me. trying to build my drum, going to rosh hashanah, cooking dinner and having community in my house, getting sick, rain, colors.
and now; reading the SexCo reading, I am excited by my potential for sexual potency, excited by abstinence, excited by noticing what I want, staying determined in pursuing that, not letting anyone make me think it is wrong, or weird, not letting anyone disempower me, letting random scribbled lines turn into vaginas, thinking about prophets, leaders, alpha males, self indulgence, energy blockages, unsettledness, getting the most of interactions.
sleep.