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Helllooo All. Today was good..whoa man haven't said that in a long time. No one gave me any shit today..which is incredibly cool. Matt was smiling..haven't seen a real smile from him in a while..I wanted to cry I was so happy. It really made my day. This new kid Ben came in during 1st period and my teacher had me show him around the school. He's a lot like me. I hate to label him but I guess he's a punk. We got along really well. Matt, Gavin, Ben and I went out to lunch and they all think he's rad, so yeah..things are cool. Matt thinks he's got a crush on me..he said..and I quote, "..he kept looking at you with so much adoration in his eyes.." Yeah I don't know what to think. I'm kinda into this guy but I don't know. Things never work like this for me. And we've known eachother for less than a day. Yeah nothing will be happening anytime soon..but it's cool. He was in a band before he moved here..he sang back up vocals and played guitar. I was talkin to Gav after school and he thinks we should have him audition for us. We need a second guitar pretty badly and more vocals couldn't hurt. OH GOD..hahhh Ben, Nikki, Abby, Matt and I were standing talking in the lobby before 4th and all of a sudden Jenna falls incredibly hard down the stairs. I'm not one to enjoy seeing people embarassed or in any type of pain but god..once I realized she wasn't dead I couldn't contain my laugher. She looked like she wanted to curl up and die. That bitch deserves that humiliation. Ohh yeahhh...Today was really good. I gotta go to practice now..I'll most likely write again later tonight.