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la la la la la la la................. im going insane from studying and finals and all this madness. i had my stats final today that was kinda hard and ridiculously long but its over!!!! 2 more on wednesday. poli sci at 8 in the morning (mmmm fun stuff) and then math from 5 to 8 pm. and THEN maya goes crazy. :)
this weekend was pretty depressing because i spent most of it studying. no fun.
its been fairly nice outside though so thats happy. there have also been random happy times like singing loudly and off-key at alia's and sipping margaritas and watching people dance and dancing and laughing.....and hanging out with everyone in the dorms and outside in the courtyard and fun outings to zachary's pizza and girls' dinners out, and yogurt park when everyone's sad/mad/stressed out, and just this constant sense of freedom and independence that will soon end because i'll be living at home with my parents.... and not that they're strict or anything like that, and i'll still be able to do pretty much whatever i want, but it still wont be quite the same.
and getting drunk dialed by laurel, dana, and christine at like 6 pm last friday was fantastic by the way.
im happy to be almost done, im excited for summer, im excited to see everyone from home.
im sad because im done with one fourth of college and i will no longer be a freshman, and im sad to leave the dorm experience behind (because, even though im definitely ready for an apartment, i realize that this has been a once-in-a-lifetime experience, not to be overly dramatic or cheesy or anything like that). i'm going to miss everyone so much this summer, they dont even know it, and most of all, i'm going to miss berkeley so much. i've grown to love this city with all of its quirkiness and craziness. and even though i'll be back up to visit for several weekends (hopefully), im going to miss living in it for a whole 3 months.
ahh i'm rambling. my brain no longer functions, yet i still have tons of math to study and poli sci to sort out. i honestly do not ever remember studying this much, not even last semester. i'm not used to it, i guess. i never did this much studying in high school. i most definitely never studied on friday or saturday nights (not that its bad to study then or anything).
i dont think i'm even coherent anymore so i should stop.
i love my friends and i'm way too damn lucky to have them. that is all.
this weekend was pretty depressing because i spent most of it studying. no fun.
its been fairly nice outside though so thats happy. there have also been random happy times like singing loudly and off-key at alia's and sipping margaritas and watching people dance and dancing and laughing.....and hanging out with everyone in the dorms and outside in the courtyard and fun outings to zachary's pizza and girls' dinners out, and yogurt park when everyone's sad/mad/stressed out, and just this constant sense of freedom and independence that will soon end because i'll be living at home with my parents.... and not that they're strict or anything like that, and i'll still be able to do pretty much whatever i want, but it still wont be quite the same.
and getting drunk dialed by laurel, dana, and christine at like 6 pm last friday was fantastic by the way.
im happy to be almost done, im excited for summer, im excited to see everyone from home.
im sad because im done with one fourth of college and i will no longer be a freshman, and im sad to leave the dorm experience behind (because, even though im definitely ready for an apartment, i realize that this has been a once-in-a-lifetime experience, not to be overly dramatic or cheesy or anything like that). i'm going to miss everyone so much this summer, they dont even know it, and most of all, i'm going to miss berkeley so much. i've grown to love this city with all of its quirkiness and craziness. and even though i'll be back up to visit for several weekends (hopefully), im going to miss living in it for a whole 3 months.
ahh i'm rambling. my brain no longer functions, yet i still have tons of math to study and poli sci to sort out. i honestly do not ever remember studying this much, not even last semester. i'm not used to it, i guess. i never did this much studying in high school. i most definitely never studied on friday or saturday nights (not that its bad to study then or anything).
i dont think i'm even coherent anymore so i should stop.
i love my friends and i'm way too damn lucky to have them. that is all.