christmas eve
the presents are all bought and wrapped. the tree is decorated. every other word is "merry christmas" or "happy holidays." its definately christmas time! by far i should just be thankful and just be happy with how much i have gotten this year, but i feel like there should be something else.
i cant exactly name what that thing is but do u ever get those days when u feel like there is something missing. what is wrong??? i should be so happy right now. its not the whole "the grass is greener on the other side" kind of deal. i know that i have become friends with the best people around and luke is awesome but kind of ehh. maybe its the cold making me all blahh and thinking fuzzy. i hope its that.
new topic: why must jehova's witness's recruit people christmas eve! 2 people came by my house today. its not bad enough that they hate other religions and think that if u dont follow their religion u automatically go to hell. hmm and thinking its the eve of the most holliest day i think they would take the day off for recruiting for their cult.
also they asked "dont you think the holidays have become mainly just commercialized?" and exactly what am i to say. honestly people could be killing each other during this season and u ask about if walmart should be open 24/7. pretty sure as long as stores such as that stay open and the economy goes up i guess yes holidays will be like this. its not like people buy love during the holidays my god.
everyone is just suppose to have a nice time with family and friends. no need to anlyze every little thing about this. thats what makes things ruined, anlyzing just let things be and everything will be fine.
merry christmas/ happy festivus everyone!!!!!!
i cant exactly name what that thing is but do u ever get those days when u feel like there is something missing. what is wrong??? i should be so happy right now. its not the whole "the grass is greener on the other side" kind of deal. i know that i have become friends with the best people around and luke is awesome but kind of ehh. maybe its the cold making me all blahh and thinking fuzzy. i hope its that.
new topic: why must jehova's witness's recruit people christmas eve! 2 people came by my house today. its not bad enough that they hate other religions and think that if u dont follow their religion u automatically go to hell. hmm and thinking its the eve of the most holliest day i think they would take the day off for recruiting for their cult.
also they asked "dont you think the holidays have become mainly just commercialized?" and exactly what am i to say. honestly people could be killing each other during this season and u ask about if walmart should be open 24/7. pretty sure as long as stores such as that stay open and the economy goes up i guess yes holidays will be like this. its not like people buy love during the holidays my god.
everyone is just suppose to have a nice time with family and friends. no need to anlyze every little thing about this. thats what makes things ruined, anlyzing just let things be and everything will be fine.
merry christmas/ happy festivus everyone!!!!!!