Writing attempt
I'm just sitting here and staring at the computer screen. The white background with black text kind of hurts my eyes. That's why I have the blue background with green text. It seems easier on the eyes. Probably just my eyes through. I can imagine someone trying to read my journal and yelling "Ah! Not the neon green text! No!" It's kind of funny to think about.
Hmm... I have no idea what the fuck I'm trying to do with this or why I even have this journal. I guess it was kind of a copy off of people on my friends list. They are writing things in their journals, so I should write stuff too. That's probably it. Then again, the people on my friends list all have fans that wait for their written words like people who can't wait for the next book from their favorite author. I admit I'm one of them. I read through their journal updates as well as the journals of those who aren't even on my friends list. I doubt anyone's spooging off to the idea of my journal being updated. I should do something creative so that others can see my view of things, but I have no fucking clue what. Even writing this is a piece of uncreative shit. Eh... It's probably just a thing that all other creative people go through. They think they are uncreative.
I just give up on things after a while of feeling like I can't do it. Hell, these updates are sporadic. A lot of people say scheduled practice is the only way to get better. I'm not good with schedules unless it is something important like school or a doctor's appointment. If I don't see something as important, I won't do it. Let's face it, trying to start being creative at 20 when people can make oil paintings, whole books, or entire songs at this age is not really important, and also kind of stupid.
Well, this is all the writing I can muster up at this moment.
Hmm... I have no idea what the fuck I'm trying to do with this or why I even have this journal. I guess it was kind of a copy off of people on my friends list. They are writing things in their journals, so I should write stuff too. That's probably it. Then again, the people on my friends list all have fans that wait for their written words like people who can't wait for the next book from their favorite author. I admit I'm one of them. I read through their journal updates as well as the journals of those who aren't even on my friends list. I doubt anyone's spooging off to the idea of my journal being updated. I should do something creative so that others can see my view of things, but I have no fucking clue what. Even writing this is a piece of uncreative shit. Eh... It's probably just a thing that all other creative people go through. They think they are uncreative.
I just give up on things after a while of feeling like I can't do it. Hell, these updates are sporadic. A lot of people say scheduled practice is the only way to get better. I'm not good with schedules unless it is something important like school or a doctor's appointment. If I don't see something as important, I won't do it. Let's face it, trying to start being creative at 20 when people can make oil paintings, whole books, or entire songs at this age is not really important, and also kind of stupid.
Well, this is all the writing I can muster up at this moment.