Finally did the thing that I have been thinking of doing for the vast majority of my life...a bit of negotiating here and there but finally went with what I have always been thinking about. Getting the lettering "Jehovah Jireh" as a tattoo, which means "the lord my provider". I was going to put a dove in with it because the dove is the holy spirit and a dove is also my last name in French. But the one that was drawn up looked too much like an angel and I really loved the script writing the tattoo artist choose. Its located on my left rib and rotates to my side. The whole time I kept telling myself I would never do this again, yet I probably picked the most painful spot to do it, but if it took me this long to figure out what I actually wanted...I will probably be happy with what I have for a long time.
The picture I took on my cell phone so it was awkward.