Ohh what am I going to do?
Am I still in the good place that I fought and fought to get myself too? Right now, I'm just not sure. I want to still be there, and I will remain there if I do what is right for me. I've been somewhat seeing someone for a little while now, but I think that that might be coming to an end. I would rather it not, but if it's meant to be then it is meant to be. Things were going good for awhile, we never labeled ourselves as anything. Maybe that is one of the problems.
A past, how should I put this, fling, happened again recently. And something has left me stunned. Well, I don't think that its stunning, just shocking I guess. It was something that was said. I am just wondering if it was the truth. In my heart of hearts I kind of hope that it is true. In case it isn't, I am not letting my guard down again. That is another problem in my other situation. I tend to let my guard down too easily.
A past, how should I put this, fling, happened again recently. And something has left me stunned. Well, I don't think that its stunning, just shocking I guess. It was something that was said. I am just wondering if it was the truth. In my heart of hearts I kind of hope that it is true. In case it isn't, I am not letting my guard down again. That is another problem in my other situation. I tend to let my guard down too easily.