i feel like bitching
so please disregard this
i fucken have no patience for people who think the whole fucken world revolves around them and everyone should do everything for them and they shouldn't have to lift a finger. i have even less patience for people who don't stick up for themselves against these kinds of people.
it pisses me off when people get jealous about birthdays. not really "jealous" but more like, "well people didn't do that for me..." blahblahblah yadayada bullshit. even if i hadn't gotten every single thing i wanted for my birthday i would've still been excited for all that i did receive and i would've just've been happy and i wouldn't have been like "man i didn't get that"
i dunno it just fucken pisses me off and i'm sick of hearing it, even though i've only heard like three comments like that it just...bugs the fuck out of me.
i had literally the most amazing birthday of all fucking time. i'm serious, i can't think of anything that could have made it more amazing. SERIOUSLY. it was at a friend's house, we had plenty of space and no worries about cops, more than enough alcohol and all of my FAVORITE people in this world. all of my closest friends were at that house and it was the greatest ever. i went on an adventure (i love adventures!), i didn't get too drunk to where i didn't remember stuff, i had philosophical conversations and other people had some too, there was excellent music, excellent birthday cakes (2 actually xD) and plenty of cupcakes and chips and soda. loooots of hugs <3 and the night-time cuddles were some of the best yet :D. no afterward drama that i've heard of, not too many drunk-people problems. everyone was just having a good time and i fucking loved it and i wish every fucking day of my life was like that. a fuck ton of messages, phone calls, voicemails, text messages, and comments, and no worries about getting into college anymore, and god did i feel loved, because i am, and they are loved, and it feels so great to know that so many people care about me cuz i know i've had my days where i felt all alone and cold and shit.
and i wish i'd been nicer at the beginning but i was upset about stupid shit that i shouldn't've let get to me.
oh well though, can't change the past.
so yes.
i fucken have no patience for people who think the whole fucken world revolves around them and everyone should do everything for them and they shouldn't have to lift a finger. i have even less patience for people who don't stick up for themselves against these kinds of people.
it pisses me off when people get jealous about birthdays. not really "jealous" but more like, "well people didn't do that for me..." blahblahblah yadayada bullshit. even if i hadn't gotten every single thing i wanted for my birthday i would've still been excited for all that i did receive and i would've just've been happy and i wouldn't have been like "man i didn't get that"
i dunno it just fucken pisses me off and i'm sick of hearing it, even though i've only heard like three comments like that it just...bugs the fuck out of me.
i had literally the most amazing birthday of all fucking time. i'm serious, i can't think of anything that could have made it more amazing. SERIOUSLY. it was at a friend's house, we had plenty of space and no worries about cops, more than enough alcohol and all of my FAVORITE people in this world. all of my closest friends were at that house and it was the greatest ever. i went on an adventure (i love adventures!), i didn't get too drunk to where i didn't remember stuff, i had philosophical conversations and other people had some too, there was excellent music, excellent birthday cakes (2 actually xD) and plenty of cupcakes and chips and soda. loooots of hugs <3 and the night-time cuddles were some of the best yet :D. no afterward drama that i've heard of, not too many drunk-people problems. everyone was just having a good time and i fucking loved it and i wish every fucking day of my life was like that. a fuck ton of messages, phone calls, voicemails, text messages, and comments, and no worries about getting into college anymore, and god did i feel loved, because i am, and they are loved, and it feels so great to know that so many people care about me cuz i know i've had my days where i felt all alone and cold and shit.
and i wish i'd been nicer at the beginning but i was upset about stupid shit that i shouldn't've let get to me.
oh well though, can't change the past.
so yes.