grrr...
life is not really changing right now. i miss chris, he's been at lollapalooza. i even miss thomas todd a bit. been spending so much time with so many people it's hard not seeing them for a few days. strange.
someone from my past is like...really confusing me and I don't want to think about it so I'm just not but it's fucken weird...
i had a terrible nightmare last night the first dream i ever had where I died (i woke up when i died thoguh). a lot of it makes sense and is relevant to my life but it was fuuuucked up. seriously i don't even want to explain it. i cried afterward and called boyd. i was scared, and i still am :P.
i don't want to die right now, or any time soon. I'm really worried about it now that that dream occured. it's like I was doing so good not worrying about it and everything and it comes back to get me just like it used to.
the weather is changing i suppose.
eh life is okay. it'll improve soon enough. i just need to get moving, that's all.
someone from my past is like...really confusing me and I don't want to think about it so I'm just not but it's fucken weird...
i had a terrible nightmare last night the first dream i ever had where I died (i woke up when i died thoguh). a lot of it makes sense and is relevant to my life but it was fuuuucked up. seriously i don't even want to explain it. i cried afterward and called boyd. i was scared, and i still am :P.
i don't want to die right now, or any time soon. I'm really worried about it now that that dream occured. it's like I was doing so good not worrying about it and everything and it comes back to get me just like it used to.
the weather is changing i suppose.
eh life is okay. it'll improve soon enough. i just need to get moving, that's all.